NOTA

NOTA

my life
is filled
with notes to myself

popped into being
figuring
the Universe
appreciated me
perused
my contribution

but
even though
own flesh
and blood
you did not like me
tried
to inhibit me
tried
to cripple me

never recovered, overcame that
no matter
what the Universe felt

no matter
its kindness

last note to myself
the saddest yet