TOLCHOK 79

TOLCHOK 79

got clockworked by a plod
me and my droogs we did

basically copped us
soon as we tumbled out
to play
ball in the street
just round the corner
from the Maine Road stadium

and he
ruffled our feathers, may.have
been a fat fuck
but was
really
up for it

and there we were
just out for fun
have a bil of
a kickabout
(nothing too
revolutionary)

thought
      being close to
an old bomb site, would
not be
worrying
nobody

the sky sky blue
but three of us reds
and the fourth
of us
for Arsenal

good
   that he

want to protect
this neighborhood from us
but
   we all in the shadow,
of the SS-20s

and him
desperate to take us down
cart us off
down to the station
in his tiny car

but we
      gave him the look
and a
few choice words

spelling out how that
would not
have been

a good
idea

this on the eve
of the Thatcher election
about
   to kill

that Britain of old, finally,
definitively

once
and for all

got clockworked by a plod
we did
   came so close
to a brutal tolchokking
purely
    in self-defence Your
Honour
(that Peterloo mindset
hard
   to forget)

as you sow
so shall you reap
(maxim valid
for the police and
State
      dystopia displacing
all hope of
dreamscape)

only
   wanted to
play football, national sport,
favourite pastime,
that bottle
    in blue, par
for the course
misreading wholesale,
P.O.V. skewed
completely

thought
    we were going Alex
Delarge

about to turn punk
proletarian evil

in this city
     where Marx and
Engels

saw
    the machinery of
power and profit
in what
they saw.


CITIZEN,

CITIZEN

I came across
Diogenes the philosopher
in the centre of Manchester

tight in
his barrel he sat, observing
everything,
cynically appraising
the escalation of vitriol
between the
cause of
the blue frauds versus
the red cartel as (to his
mind) it
grew ever nearer
to outright
civil
war

amused by the diatribes
and the impending
demise
    of football

nevertheless did not
wish
    to upset me by
further reminding

how much
he had
      taught me about
money and power

run
   away corruption

the curse
     of our
species

killing all
we love dear

I came across the philosopher
Diogenes
          paragon of wisdom

the Manchester Metropolitans
not yet
    got their
act together in
      moving him on.
   
   

THE AGUERO GOAL

THE AGUERO GOAL

The champagne was
almost in my mouth

when
you phoned to tell me
about the Aguero goal

four minutes into
time added on
that last
match of
the season

and me cursing and spluttering
we should have brought
that man
    brought that man

and now there is
a statue to him, and
now
   they have won everything

fairly or (yes)
very unfairly

they can whiteout
that moment in the books,
redact
     every painful
final second

but
burnt so
deep

try
as I might,
I will never forget

FREE TRADE HALL

FREE TRADE HALL

Still searching for the girl
with the kaleidoscope eyes.

Haven’t
scored for decades so I am
sure you are going
to assure me
there isn’t
much hope

and yet
I have faithfully followed
this river
running past my house
some serious miles
South West through
the cheese county
of Cheshire into
the heart of Manchester

before it
     flows past all the fab tour’s
houses to
empty itself in
the Irish Sea

and me
     my brain shaped
by their songs, as was
everybody’s

their ruffian rivals from
down South
    exercising their
undue
influence on
everything below

but here
I am now
     abject, forlorn
yet
   determinedly waiting

counting my blessings
soon to
     be feasting my soul

on theatre in
the round

or whatever
      be the delights in
the Free Trade Hall.

HARSH

HARSH

all’s fair in
laisses-faire

forget love
and war
learnt these hard
economic truths
on the streets
of Manchester

living on the exact site
of Engels’ house

but out in Eastlands
ten cents on the dollar
they built
a steel and perspex
palace of football
pure sky blue, now
horribly stained

and in its surrounds a
wheeler-dealer premium prestige
thousand and one nights fantasyland
beyond the pay grade of
poor good abiding
by the rules
souls like
me
and thee

for, in truth, nothing more
beautiful than a world, or
at least a city
refashioned in
corporate interest
striving to be the ultimate
utopia, realization of
the old
Manchester system economic
vision
     each fresh golden
foundation

strong and secure enough
to bear the weight
of
exploitation

the titanic debt to
support whatever
demonic structure
calculated to
expand to
the giddy limit

the crazy-ass overloads of
the lords of hell
(for all
that they can buy
and sell)

THE RIDE

THE RIDE

“I was alive!” Walter White/Heisenberg, “Breaking Bad”,

I know Shelley
I know
Ozymandias

I know what it is like
to scrape the flesh
off my knees
falling from grace.

Hitting thick snow
can compensate
for the lack
of a parachute

sometimes
a single bullet
is enough
to do
what is required,
what was
requested

sometimes, along
for the ride,
               you get to
survive a
full load

everything that hits,
every round in the clip.

MAYBE NOT THE IDEAL WAY TO PROCEED

MAYBE NOT THE IDEAL WAY TO PROCEED

We cavorted

went head
to head

compared the surefire compromise
we had to make

laboured the comparison
between polar opposites
detailed the conjunctions
between
two circumscribed lives

and, under strict supervision,
loosened our tethers
allowed our
shadows
to waltz, tango, samba,
breakdance together

behave like popular conceptions
of writers, poets, dictates
that we should

strayed (hip-hopped) so
far from the truth that you
might be brought to
swear that
the point
was missed entirely

so
resolved (as if
signatories) that next time
(or if ever)
our words cross paths
that we delegate
to shadow
everything to shadow, realm
you have barely no sense of

so starved of
knowledge of all
we have
spent lives excavating

need to
plumb some of
that darkness to
have any
hope
of progressing;
ever hope to proceed.

TALL TALE COME TYE TAIL

TALL TALE COME THE TAIL

let us
meditate

chant
our mantra

meditate
on meditation

see how recursive, meta,
M.C.Escher
brain-
twister
our soul journey
dare be

stick these consonants together
the most magical of chants
can become
a real
tongue-
twister

leaving your with so
much sheer enlightenment
to piece
together

you will need a clear foundation
to separate all that counts as headline
from all that, in the
final analysis
simply appertains to tail

WOOLWORTHS

WOOLWORTHS

we were
in Woolworths
when it went down

all Hell breaking loose
then suddenly darkness
my store card
melted

and you
no longer there

the other customers
and staff
no
longer there
either

I was next to the fridges,
checking on the frozen foods
when the world went catastrophe

up-
ended itself

all our pretensions of
a utopia of seamless
and glorious production
having dissolved

RED SHIFT

RED SHIFT

blue shift
red shift

we are moving towards
now moving away
from each other

I can see you
from my point of vantage
our
   realities just
a little off, between
us just
a smidgen of difference

out of synch
as we are
      I can still catch a
glimpse of a white hot streak
of a shock of silver hair
that will
outlive the ages

shocked by the realization
that you are about
to midwife yourself
into the birth
of a brilliant idea

leaving, if space and time
were a train with carriages
and track
and station

your precursors who got it
so wrong
     stuck on the platform
eclipsed
    forever

but
   you can help them, assure
them, mitigate the error,
when you
       stick them on
your torch beam, jujitsu their
brains into
fully understanding
     my forever is
not your
forever
     no forever is
the same

if forever were a river
once, twice,
try
   to get your
head around it, you
can never
step into it

step
   out of it

you are in that river, are
that river

time for
you to realize how these
rivers (so
many rivers)
run
   so fluently

blue shift
red shift

you came I came
we saw we
(almost)
   intersected

and as
    things do, gaining, losing
connected, disconnecting

we watch
                waves lengthen
were tears
         departure, arrival
laughter

inside out by now
you know
the spectrum

bitter irony
in the colours warming
fatal
    shift in
the palette

simply, it must be
said,

things disappear