Author Archives: Damian Garside
STARE
STARE
STARE
I stared at a stick
for too long
suddenly it
snaked away
became rod
and staff
became a scepter
became a stick to help
me hobble away
from the damage that
words like these
are always creating
for those who need
tapestry, mosaic, pattern,
mandala
not ripped
from the wall
kicked
in the face
however much it happen
with ancient style, and grace.









BAMBINO
BAMBINO
BAMBINO
“Vivam!” Ovid,
“Metamorphoses”
so, bambino,
you wish to discover
life’s dark secrets
cannot wait until
you mature enough
to mesh in perfectly
with the official orthodox sanctioned
screwed up version
and so
your childhood has been ruined
by sudden advent of
erotic imagination
in my writerly stupidity me
thinking any
imagination in this
corporate dystopia
got to be good
and that
now your English way
better than ever my
French, or indeed
my surreal Latin
now you
the new Henry Miller
on your
way to next
Shakespeare










TOP HAT
TOP HAT
I knew I was in trouble
when
at long last
rabbit refused
to jump out of the hat
ten years ago since last we talked
and you there in Puritan country
proposing outrageous
textual adventures
would test my
erotic imagination
to its limit
we lose people
find them lose
them again
and there are exoplanets out there
barren rock, weird jungle
but not a shred of poetry
but if
you find death in a stone
surely there might be
consciousness
even in a stick
stick
stick figure
stick tree roots of
a civilization transformational
generative language
consciousness leaks into
that microbe rich pond
and soon
sky is the limit
soon your saucer
is landing next door
you preaching to me about
humanity needing
to save itself, such
a selfish, self-destructive species
and me so wanting to
go cosmic with you
sublimate all aggression
rabbit
gone billion necessitating
nuclear
me suddenly so clear
about to
square peg hole
it in that
top hat





DECLINATION QATAR
DECLINATION QATAR
Oh we going to be rich
that fossil fuel money
gushing all over us
we can buy anybody
we can
strip the firmament
take all the stars become
supreme galacticos
no need to
ask the price just
funnel into
Old Trafford
lock, stock and barrell
and here we are sitting
atop the Super League
playing the other
Nation-owned teams
to realize our
dream of a world
of huMANity (Manchester)
United less, of course,
the people not
to care about
(including many of
our global own)
swept
under the carpet
No thanks but no thanks
on second thoughts
your kind kind offer
being who we are
we just have to decline it
PISCES IS
PISCES IS
Pisces is dreaming
was sleeping
but rising from the depths is
totally awake
deciding which direction to follow
(the eternal
problem)
swimming upsteam downstream
with and
against current
indifferent to tide
such a sweet silver creature
you say
forgetting the
brain of a shark.




RETURN
RETURN
come back Isaac
all is forgiven
don’t want no multiverse
no wave collapse
restore
my comfort zone
force and motion, quantum
probability tells
me you must return
reinstate the old classics
that were
so ball-bearing
sex that is
simple mechanics
no
this way
and that
love that cannot be
entanglement
is there in the calculus:
mass meets acceleration
(what better
golden ratio?)




HERON
HERON
so many stars
the river reflects them
a heron
(blue)
splash landing
deletes them
looks at me with its yellow eye
as if to tell me
yes, one day
this
is how it will be

LECTURE
LECTURE
lecture me
censure me
assume
the moral
high ground
I will just
bend not
break
flow with
the blow
and then
show you
I am kensai
in the art
of villification
sit you down
squeeze at long
last
a poem out
of you, a work of
aesthetic sensibility,
heartfelt sensitivity
imagination
stuff you never believed
you had
stretched beyond
your limit
for this achievement
which
as promised
I will respectfully read
and critique
showing exactly how
putrid, unbelievably
shit it is
how someone
like you
should never ever
be let loose
within reach of a pen






WELL SPENT
WELL SPENT
that would be a night
well spent
getting
the taste of you
learning your flavour
how it shifts between
Empress, High Priestess
Queen of
Cups and
Sixty nine
of Hearts




