PARTICLE

PARTICLE

they looking
for the God particle

me, I’m also
looking for
the God
particle

they
being quantum
physicists,
quantum
machines,
using smashers, accelerators
and colliders

me
on a totally
different tack, deploying
my five felines

still looking,
being very particular about this

DEMISE

DEMISE

the sky
looked tie-dyed

but otherwise
communicating with us
as if
fulminating
from a pulpit

lashing us for
our climate sins
with downpour
after downpour

as for
     books and other
things of presumed value
getting washed away

what
     good are they, what
role can
they play

in
such an era?

this
end of days
deluge
drenching my books
turning them to mush

laughing at our faith
in the protection
of roofs, walls
and ceilings

what good is communication
when moving
in one direction
so
flagrantly
one-sided

closing  our
account finally
          balancing all
in the
debt column with
ruthless denise

RELEASE

RELEASE

The cruel symbolism
in your heads
           locked in there
nut and bolted

how did it arrive,
get past the gatekeepers

           will it

ever
     leave

or hang around, parasitic,
feeding off shreds
of all
that is
   good (potentially
at least

longing for the day when
                                  it all
gets
    vindicated

no escape
no release

DEPENDS

DEPENDS

mansion is
mountain

high
above base camp

high
above
anything

mountain
of responsibility

a whole
community
an economy

the very image
of the architecture
of division and
hierarchy

upon which
it all depends
bread
and butter depends

about which
I am alertly aware
a poem being
a ledger, a cashbook,
a financial transaction

to choose
to write one
you have to worry
where
   the next one
will be coming from
where it
all comes from

where you are
     going to find them
all those symbols, those
                              words

anxiety of
supply and demand

AND IT ISN’T EVEN CLOSE

AND IT ISN’T EVEN CLOSE

once you see this
cannot unsee it
not a thing
you might elide
simply glide by

leaving you wishing
you never
witness this
again

leave you
wanting more

sure, you may
forget, tell yourself
you forgot, to forget

but
it is always there
the suspicion remains

see saw seen unseen
never
crossed your
mind

messing with you
on and off,
all the time

like nothing hitherto met
previously encounter

and
it isn’t even close

BE ADVISED

BE ADVISED

be advised
that in the extremely
barely (jacking
up the adverbs
here for
satirical purposes) event
of loss of  fuselage pressure

no oxygen masks
will drop
down or spring out
from anywhere

so suck it in
hold your breath, try
not to breathe

or strangelet
let loose leading
to total collapse
of the atmosphere

or catastrophic
overnight magnetic field
reversal

or immediate
climate change aberration
or caldera magma explosion

being a poet, a writer,
I have not the faintest
idea what can
be done to avert
disaster, reverse
damage
or otherwise somehow
mitigate above-
referenced impending
extinction level event

on remedial action
any and all possibilities
just draw a blank

now
    given that we all knew
from archeology, paleontology,
climatology, geography

that one
or all of the above
with the critical assistance
we have given
were
    quite obviously
bound to happen

be advised
that regarding
safeguarding the continued
existence, long
term survival of
this our species

preventing the fucking
occurence, ensuring it
could not happen
in
the first place

I happen to have
the odd
         few
radical proposals,
legitimate ideas
could not happen