INSTEAD
was looking
for the bucket
but the bucket
was over
my head
needed to spell
the word
ignoramus
but
being a sort
of poetry
thingy
spelt
an entire thesaurus
instead
INSTEAD
was looking
for the bucket
but the bucket
was over
my head
needed to spell
the word
ignoramus
but
being a sort
of poetry
thingy
spelt
an entire thesaurus
instead
ROOM
stet
Heraclitus you are wrong
this man
cannot step
into that bed
river mibd a river
back up a bit
let’s forget media res
simply
start at
the beginning
virtual particles abounding
no hope of
even one
actually actualizing
promise of this moment
never to be realized
come and gone
so many wave fronts
from bed to couch and
back again
washing over me
you
by now
sleeping serenely
me maybe
astral travelling
as far as I can tell
room to
expand, manoeuvre
room
for doubt
here we
make love, don’t
make love
roll two lovely snake eyes
so you may guess
which
forked path
possibilities, probablities,
green light
for go, red
for full stop
in this little ecosystem, tiny
echochamber things
horribly resonant
yes
roll those bones
roll
with
the flow
tick the will
they won’t they
take what’s
in the box
you know
whose doomed cat
is waiting
in that box
the whole nature of
connection, entanglement
now
premised on our moment
and what other, kinder worlds
have decided for themselves
have themselves
found out
let them
film the morning after
still through a lens
of blessed
enchantment
Pan panning with magical
camera across
the mystical space
that will
always
be
her bedroom
for the record (record of
flautist playing
the firsf
time I ever saw
her face)
nothing
to see here
CONVERGED
all points converging
here
to be converted
or maybe
being in the South
everything
is separating
and
I’m just
looking upside down
doing the TS tarot
hanged man thing
worm
looking up at me
must think me
a skygod down
for day
of revelation
need to do the eeh-aah Doppler
taste
test to
get our highest quality
low down
meanwhile the world
is locked in court case
jury
back inside for this
SEVER
cathedrals soar
mines delve
need t
satisfy our quota
of earthly stockpile
celestial metal
water air earth fire
what soon will
be your soul’s sword
forging
in the flames
when the blade gleams
in arc of
night combat
stars will be caught
their eternal beams severed
MAGIC MIRROR
magic mirror
on the wall
is not
this mirror
at all
at all
in this mirror curse
of Other is more subtle
than ranting
Malificent or
Dorian Gray
beautiful tainted (rapturously
so)
Oh this is
life’s work
work here slow,
brush
stroke after
brush stroke
every revisit a sense of
shift
of movement of
time’s accumulation
time
having
such a good eye, such
a fine touch
pixel after pixel
we move from promise,
to potential
to sharp revelation
(the shadow
that was ever could
not now
be more clear)
something
in those final
subtle touches
translation into speech
that tells the whole story
something flesh not
marble
bone not bronze
soon to here appear
SWEET
ordinarily
poem is sweet
but here
there are
dark places
and terrible spaces
and so
tread lightly
as you
consider yourself warned
and what
is “sweet” anyway
how to
best define it
as I am drawn to you
as bee
to pollen, wasp
to honey
such a sight you
are beautifully polarized
nothing looked
ever better
to these compound eyes
SHARK
thought
it was a
shark
but it
was a devil’s thorn
easy
mistake
to make
this desert once
an ocean
a million
years back
wonder though
with a
shark’s ferocity
(almost as
fierce as your Zulu,
Mongol or Viking)
why there is
no such thing
as a “devil shark”
their names:
Tiger and
Great White and Nurse
and Zambezi
far too
kind and respectful if
you were to ask me
WAS SLEEPING
(AT THE TIME)
my consciousness
your consciousness
was sleeping
whilst someone something
kept turning
off and on the tap
of consciousness
giving me the in out
impression
I am living my life
in a stop motion universe
wonderfully animated
too hard in this strobe like
flicker
to catch hold of a semblance
of corporeal identity, gravity,
divinity
submit to
all that is commonly agreed
to be
the holes in
best philosophy
holding the friendly
hand rail
tight as I might
at the
same time fretting
at the presencs of everything
exceeding my capacity
linear trajectory here of
minimal relevance
to what
lived
at this frequency
WONDER
I wonder how it is
more stars shoe
when we
make love
and how it is
I know
they
are there
get to notice them
loving you
focussing
on you
both
inside and
out
to
the depth of
my abilities.
QUIET
went
quiet
quiet
quiet
had to
restore myself
repair what
was broken
fix everything
stick
back together
weld all
that is ripe
for decay
to all
that is God