THIS WAY

those meticulous lines
so clear under
the desklamp
in the light

nothing at this high level
possibly frazzled,
sublimely repressed

I wonder
how they look
8n the shadow
what happens to
that cross-sectional
perfectly angular shading

when in state of shadow
things leak into each other
diametrically blur

one step away
from the beginnings of
the jagged the wayward,
the ice-engineered,
the downward spiral

and me
playing chess against you
crushing you in a few moves
even when my
game is
inadequately considered,
too unpolished, simply linear,
absence of
tactical wizardry in
my pedestrian play

Oh fathers, wish it were the case
that sons
caught in deadly duels
with them in
the underbelly of
cloud cities (which
some architect had to
dream up
ex nihilo)
knew as they traded
blow for blow
what lay behind
that steel mask

to give you your due
you were the master of
everything out there
in here
that comes in three dimension

new how the tools cut
to your drawn specifications
could make
the thing conceived of
exactly

when it comes to you
and I however
no worse joke
than the one of tooling
to make
the one of match of object
and its conception

how could you have got it
so wrong fucked up
every single
measurement

and yet
think me grateful having
been produced this way

BLAME GAME

BLAME GAME

blame me for this poem
it is the poem
that keeps on
giving

lathering you
with irony

my childhood
a perpetual blame game
(Newton’s gaslight law
of psychophysics)
the day I divined
did not want me
better off
without me

thinking they
would feel
blessed
to have me
do not know
how that stupid thought
ever got inside my head

yes
   all that
cosmic horror
all that history

and now the poem
before you
that keeps
on giving
        Dutch angling
your world, fragmenting,
disrupting
taxing you with
time paradox, non-local
identity
      alternate realities and multiple endings

you can do your worst
and blame me
as I am sure you assuredly will

EASTER POEM

EASTER POEM

Easter is upon us
read
the book “Zealot”, read the
Gnostic Gospels

watched J of N
on a streaming service
for the zillionth time
but did not
see this
sucker coming
                 (still see
myself as
the prodigal son)

and now
   a tale of torture, agony
for all time
sweating blood there in
Gethsemane during
that ultimate dark night
body of
Christ itself
turned apocalyptic

tale of Paul and tale
of Mary Magdalen
tale of Crusades against
the other Abrahams

tale of
the energy in mass
released in microseconds
delivered on a platter
to vaporize
sacred sites

just
to list
evidence for
the case

that we
still
  need
redemption

transcendence
of the brutal self

at least
for some peace, a modicum
at least
over this Easter

whilst I
amongst parable thorns
fallen on
stony ground
called
   but not answering

flatly look forward to
spending this Easter
summoning up
ancient alchemists
of my
acquaintance

begging them
getting them
egging them on

to transform, transmogrify,
do their utmost
to achieve this

this bag
of Roman nails
simply
    shuffle down
that table
before
    my very eyes become golden,
eclipse my eyes as solar spikes.

TA!

TA!

was Ta!
but now
it’s
Tirrah!

as we now find ourselves
in that man Possum’s
shattered porcelain
Thomas Stearns Eliot
game of
chess, what
the thunder said
Da! Damyatta!
end of
the world as we know it
wasteland territory

and so
like that eternal footman
who could never
be Hamlet
hollow to the core
as I ride
that river through
all its colonies
to its poisonous
source

I bid my adieu
all I can do
my words lost on you

and yes, Ta!
for the love you thought
you gave me

MEDUSA

MEDUSA

Medusa, she of the serpent tresses,
unjustly transformed because
women cannot be innocent

knows they are coming
the reporters, the cameras,
the cliche
hunting commentators,
the writers and poets
with all
  their reflective surfaces

knowing
    she can never
forgive or be forgiven

and this her logic
is that
   until she is killed
(sure she
is to be killed)
she must
    strive to turn
each of these
paladins of brutality
contempt, injustice

to mute outcrops
of fabulous stone.

IF CHESS

IF CHESS

if chess
were music
it would
be Mozart

the melodies sparkling
and yet fastidious
scarcely can tell
anything of
rebellious Aquarius
in there at all

if chess were
              soundtrack

wouldn’t be
punk rock, wouldn’t
be Led Zeppelin

yet
   Mozart seems
prepared to
rock-
hard
            go hard
                  rock

be our favourite snotty-nosed
neo-classical punk

inclined to
    tease the establishment
as far
as he could get
stick
that
       dissenting finger
everywhere, from
tune to theme
(cleverly disguised to
rhyme
    with the times)

see them
for the wooden
major minor pieces
that they are
carved
      for the ranks and
files and
to dance the diagonals
(Archbishop black and Archbishop white)

IMMORTALS

INMORTALS

as the division between
dream and reality, sanity
and madness
ultimately collapses

I think of the identifications
made and the frameworks
devised
       for living our lives

at one time or another we were
anarchists, liberals , communists,
conservatives, reactionaries,
empathic social democrats

becoming neo this

and that
as the years whooshed past
and the spirit
of our youth
unmistakably began to die

and now we sit
wisdom badly waned
rationality denied

so much worse for wear
the world
(much worsened world)
made to suffer
for our
presence

great sin of ego
desire to keep
what
    was for all
for our
few selves

our wealth a
sign of favour,
                 as if
selected
by immortals





BLESSED

BLESSED

blessed are
the pure in spirit

most
distilled
amongst us
transcendent
beyond compare

for them
that most cerebral reward
of white pieces, black
pieces
   chess for all eternity

hoping that in the course
of infinite play
they will most certainly
discover, find,
simply stumble upon
the perfect game

whilst
    those no lesser
on this sliding scale

might find themselves
charting the incredible
magical features
of a sublime simulation.
wondrously
generated world

in which
    no law is called
sacrosanct
    unless by truly
consensual overwhelming agreement

the idolatory of markets is
crazily absent (yet not
decisively forbidden)
as is
    the presumed eternal
law of
supply and demand