IF THE OCEAN

IF THE OCEAN

if the ocean
is anything to go by

abundance
of life forms can
be no garden
of Eden

that sincere English gentleman
categorizing beaks, making
all the measurements

seeing a big picture no one
had previously seen
purpose working
   across a timescale unimaginable

dead on lucid
the mind evolved to see this
peering into the inexorable
mind and
     heart of life

throwing all those arbitrary
constellations into an
extremity of quandry

playing havoc with all our
tales and fables,  deepest
metaphors of design

CASCADE

CASCADE

sometime I don’t know when
feels beyond anywhere

where cosmic logic demands
we should meet again

let us
live the moment on it’s own terms
forget the past

forget all that crazy quantum stuff
about parallel universes
alternate histories

not even how it might
have been had we
got things right

where
    with beautiful timing
a right word was said

the rest
      thereafter just

cascade
     after cascade

LOOKING FOR OUR OWN BUKOWSKI

LOOKING FOR OUR OWN BUKOWSKI

we rule
the world in rugby

so why should we not
rule the world, the Continent,
the galaxy
    with our Bukowski’s

was
the premise of a reality show
and now I am hurtling
in a van
     fresh from the airport
looking to find our own Bukowski
combing the bars, scouring
the shebeens looking
for a soul out there in
as yet ungentrified Cape Town
able to
       distil door and
alcohol into poetry

to drive us rhapsodic
with his laconic drawl

will we find him?
will we find him?

trying to get
hype-machine into
top gear to
drum up a hype machine
inflect those all
so precious ratings

thinking of the format
as we drive
   thinking of every
future episode

pots of gold at the end
of this wholly contrived
quite
    amazing rainbow

can see
those lips moving in
my mind’s-eye camera
as we  chat even now

RECEIPT

RECEIPT

got long
memories

still vivid
still fresh

but even if we didn’t
even in everything
was forgotten
and forgiven
     as you say

even if there was such
a concerted heartfelt effort
to get them changed
have
them erased

we buried it deep
we have the receipt

what you took
what we got
        in all those transactions

down
there somewhere

we kept
the receipt

will
fill in the blanks

TWO POEMS

JIM TOLD ME

Jim told me
to turn out the light
when the music is over

he told me directly:
he was very clear on this

meanwhile a CIA assassin
is heading up the Mekong
tasked with liquidating Brando

everybody channeling
Joseph Conrad or Aldous Huxley

this dream of forever Empire
what a dark music
it would seem to play
   discordant song it
so
   beautifully sings

same theme
  in its every repertoire

****

S’TRUE

in the zero savings villages
(like this one
    where you see me now)

transformers pop like
rip-off globes

but you have a story
for me about multipolarity

and Empire gone
full bore infernal
can
   see  no wrong
where genocide aligns
with interest

but then its bombs
turned boomerang, return
to
   sender

dressed in a bow and
box of tricks
to repay
with generous interest

which all is just crazy
ridiculous
           gospel
true

s’true, bru
and so befok

likely (with
      the death of sanity)
to strip
   your mind

so let me just call
what I have a pack of lies

not suffer
       your comfort to
collapse like a house of cards into

final
  irredeemable
           consternation

logic of Empire so
native to us all

    
****

THIN AIR

THIN AIR

Like Ophelia
he died small

a paltry few to mourn
barely a stone

above the grave they circulate
unclaimed constellations
we have not figured out
let alone
    found a pattern, given
them names

he put in the excruciating time
the hard learning
         no lost to history, genius
savant
for whom we have to
concoct such a narrative
  stretch creative fiction
to
  its breaking point

oh that something so
miraculous, universal.
could be the deepest lie
complete travesty

where in our entire history
was such greatness
           plucked out of
nowhere

flirt the the idea that
it was there for the taking,
be pulled
      from the shadows

no greater alchemy
sucked out of thin air

UP TO SCRATCH

UP TO SCRATCH

when I arrived in Hell
was stunned to find
the place empty
the only
evil soul there

so to kill a bit of eternity
the devils and I played pool
sank some beers
    discussed the state
of the world
and humanity
from a left-wing perspective

marking time for the torturers
to ready their equipment
         the inquisitors in
Hell’s hierarchy
to stoke their fabled fires

get my suffering
up to scratch