CEILING
nothing Sistine
about my ceiling
just plain off-white,
not sure whether
the paint they used
would count
as matt
or gloss
tradesman’s work, not
a hint here of Renaissance genius
and then the light fitting
hard to see a noted design style
at play here
and this the ceiling
through which
my soul must no doubt
travel to meet
my God
for which I believe
it will have to serve,
will serve well
staring at the ceiling
as night descends
just
a trick of the light all
that it might take
to set me off
soaring
no g force attendant on
this acceleration
all just
practice
to
test my engines
fins and wings
missile myself mentally
running through all
that is
required
practice making perfect
as every evening at dusk
I put
myself through the motions
prepare
for the real thing with
every single
imaginary run