THERE IS A SAVAGERY
there is savagery
to emotional neglect
parental distance
pad this tiger’s jaws
these tigress claws
as much as
you can
would
ever want to
end of
the day
end
of your childhood
will
still kill you
THERE IS A SAVAGERY
there is savagery
to emotional neglect
parental distance
pad this tiger’s jaws
these tigress claws
as much as
you can
would
ever want to
end of
the day
end
of your childhood
will
still kill you
JOINT PROJECT
my father
loved his meat
a piece of dead pig, sheep
or cow
for him
the most beautiful thing
in the Universe
these
the values he
strove to instil
no matter how much everything
became
disjointed
seems we didn’t quite
share his
philosophical appetite
19TH LETTER OF THE ALPHABET
the 19th letter
in the alphabet
squirmed, sauntered, slithered
sailed like a liner,
a Spanish galleon,
into the room
where
there is of course
an elephant
everyone is not
noticing, avoiding,
which
I am currently riding
ignoring all the hissing
from my late-coming
sinuous, sleek, slim
sensuous
serpentine friend
THEY
they were pretty sure
you were fixed
for all eternity
but I felt
in my bones
you would go
wandering again
your unsettled soul
foreved ramblimg
needing to
fiind the anchor
you could never
be
nor provide
the logic here
pretty crippling
and so I pray
our lives
never
again cross
unlike this time
no more
such a time
IN THE ROOM
there
is a snake in the room
telling me things
an Apollonian python
pickimg up vibrations
giving me feedback
across all dimensions
whilst there
stuck in
their chairs
the know everythings
pontificate, legislate, elaborate
somehow this
titanic python
of immortal proportions
Invisible to them
wholly unseen
YOU
I wrote
a poem
penned
a few lines
sent them
to you
Imagining
they might fly
liike an narrow
or a seabird migrating
South
battling the aircurrents
flap flap flapping
unstressed stressed
iambic rhythm
ONE HUNDRED PERCENT
we
are one hundred
percent proof of
space-time
curvature
we are that system of
geometry where
parallel lines
run parallel
and
yet they always meet
and so we saw
ourselves
heading
toeards each other from
opposite ends
of the galaxy
way way faster
than the speed of light
something to do
with sudden simultaneity
and memory
of our entanglement
STA R
could have dreamt
a reality for you
we could have dreamt
a reality
for each other
but non-event chirped
sick
and sanctimonius
shadow-
spouted
guff
from his stupid black book
that timing
was terrible nothing
was possible
and so
we lived our lives not
realizing we were
waiting for each
other
found each other
even as
hearing that
the Universe
now set
to repeat, geared
forever re-run
northerly and southerly
such
opposite winds
currents, tides
did
once tragically contend
now
melt
in each other’s arms
MONICA
when you went
to see the doctor
pregnant with
what would be
your first
born
he saw your dazk hair, brown eyes
and made the mistake
of imagining you
one of his
tribe
but you
were no Queen
of the Levant, no Rose
of Sharon,
nor even English Rose
if truth be
told
you were French Viking
whose ancestors conquered,
subjugated
the poor English people
sat on the throne
speaking no English
for over
two hundred years
youngest daughter of z father
who found himself back
in France fighting
for King
and Country still
pretty much a teenager but
fighting
really well
but could we expect any
less of a descendant of Vikings
and before him
those who were murdered
for the steadfast faith
in the religion of Rome
this
part of the package, came free
with everything
hard to
escape what
history has made you, what
is locked into
the secret
of your DNA
and here is a picture
of you at Stalybridge pushing
me and my sister
in a pram over
the Tame River
before it flows
as the great
River Mersey
and here are you old
and frail
waiting in silence to
see what
Heaven
will make of you
Heaven here remembering
only when
you were young and lovely
that dark dark hair
flowing
and the Jewish doctor so
strongly believing
you must
be chosen person
one of God’s
first tribe
first in
something we all say
adoringly
MISTAKE
sorry
for the mistake
this poem
is a mistake
poetry is
a mistake
I am
a mistake
forget these words
do not let them
break your
concentration
drag
you away
commit yourself
with renewed fervor
there
to the terrible
grindstone of
the immaculate real