
WAYSIDE


MEMORIAM
too much in tatters
to make a tapestry
so cold it is
this morning on the farm
it takes all
my enterprise and endeavour
to stitch one, two
things together
but
if poem is mirror
so the farm is a mirror too
it takes and it gives back
gives back
strangely, crafts
the strangest equations
and me speaking to
my shopkeeper friemd
asking him
for the meaning of
tte birds’ singing (and
their songs)
in the Holy text
of his religion
and here
where the birds do sing
you might have found
refuge
for your spirit
succor for your soul
those three years ago
might have found something here
to change your history, put
on path more safe,
less immediately fatal
and now
what legacy?
the world knows it now
too well, what
we cherish, but
what we have wished
to hide
of all thst is darker, bleaker,
all that is
so explicitly of the margin
the edge
but, as Afzil says, it is
for God Himself the birds sing
this love is what
their song
was given to express
as celebration
or in memoriam
STAR
star of the Nativity
sharp as
a shrunken
I see you not so far
into the future
leading the faithful
on disastrous crusades
JUST SAYING
concave
contex
I overhead them
coversing (perhaps
conspiring) in the corner
of the coffee shop
(the one
i briefly owner before
the whole enterprise
summarily collapsed)
what a pair
what a pair!
the quantum demon and
the man for whom
everything
has a rational explanation
and you, Sean Carroll,
your name carve up
and you
Doctor Neil Degrasse Tyson
as I stared into the
tiny spiral milk gakaxy
swirling its way to
its ultimate
dissolution
in a second fresh cup
of dark, dark coffee
straining to catch the words
that would import
some solid sense
to me
of the final scientific outcome
but failed
at that endeavour
will
always fail to do so
in every
universe real
or possible
ever existed
or still to exist
let me
be seen by all
seen
to be going on record
to point this out
TWO POEMS
hole
nous
HOLE
there is a in my poem
a very fine hole,
a beautiful hole in fact
rain gets in
wind
whistles
through it
especially
when Mars and Venus
find themselves in
conjunction
or
imtimately worse
please, if you think
you can fix it
if you have
the technology
or rolls
and rolls of tape
write to
the address below
I desperately
need it mended, need
myself mended
only then
might i be able
to start
writing with
blind confidence
papering over everything
filling in the cracks
for instead of waning
as you
might suppose
I feel he is out there
but also
within the lines
bending them
to his will
shepherding
theit direction
waxing in power
the light suffusing everything
trash-talking all
that is
askew
tantamount
to an
apogee of
miserable insanity
hint of the infinite
constantly
streaming through
****
NOUS
he writes cursively
and yet
concisely
knowing full well
how ripe the world be
to swallow
this tripe
and there is your consensus:
hear it mewl in unison
(child father
to man but
not
for this generation)
a gathering gathers: spin-
doctors, masters of character
assassination, doctors
of diatribe
all one tribe whose
genealogy
is golden, palms
crossed with silver
commentators, phone hacks,
two-way
radioed manhood
cursed non-
Shakespearean gentlemen
they can call a summit every
minute print the words
that should
suspend
everything
deary deary all so dreary
Professor looks so
vacuous right
now
luckily his pen has
the nous to
perpetuate itself
SIX POEMS:
without batteries
masterpiece
tantra
scrapbook
the music
warhead
WITHOUT BATTERIES
insidious, the pun
destabilizes
mangles single-
meaning
in its electromagnetic
field
a field day having thereupon
I think of a goblin green
Vader Christmas
slipping down an industrial
smokestack for the children
who choked to death
on his back a pack of Death Stars
and other Sith machines
to toy with
and destroy the galaxy
luckily without batteries,
Skynet took them, the Matrix
took them
total the disappointment
whereupon for the
children of every executive
reminding us all
of former wicked times
of Scrooge economics
and monetarist deprival
and those who suffered
the feeezing calamity
of Christ”s birthday
reflected
as it was in the tiny
suffering always
happy face
of Tiny Tim
meanwhile some Jew or other
in the British musuem
is slaving daily
at his big
red book
we are
creative creatures, he writes,
not regretful
afterthought, surplus
liability
image that is no.match
for such
dreams of
transcendence that plague
our human imagination
(the ghost of
a Marley man financier
ghastly at the door).
****
MASTERPIECE
I read an
unusually bad poem
from a
Professor or so
worse
than normal
but no ways so bad
that I might
quite involuntarly, mind,
require to
gag, vomit, spit
which would have been
not a good look for me
given his
current level of
appreciation
(verging on
near total public
adulation)
such pressure on me
unforunately to
favourably respond
that when I did in fact retch
(following
line of least resistance)
I threw up
a jewel
wonder of transformative
power of mind over matter
a gem
of a vicious
masterpiece
****
TANTRA
I drink
where the rivers merge
slake my thirst
at the delta
some ocean salt here
too which
I taste
no mistake
a lock
on time
when you
flow
with me
and we
locate our
psalm sustenance
behold
something has
changed
seems the sea is
surfeit
we have
long left the land
****
SCRAPBOOK
I am going
to repaint this town
in line
with how you
dream it
retell
its history
scatter sepia, reframe
as daguerrotype
invest with shade
of fake civility
wherever
the whim takes me
nip
new
in the bud
let
this be my enterprise
until faith
in the lie
gets up one day
and quietly leaves me
****
THE MUSIC
there was no music
none
to
talk about
then suddenly,
there was
the music again
and the Beatles
found it
learnt it played it
packaged it
sent special
delivery
from turntable
to heart
and there
inside that music
there was
one Eleanor Rigby
who
are went
looking for
nobody
found
sadness of that
fiction destined
to haunt
****
WARHEAD
I don’t know
about your brain
what kind type of
brain and
whether firing on
all cylinders
but your head
did take
your body
along
other day
went looking for
headwear
thought
if at least looked
half articulate then
the words might just
elect
to follow
but
nothing there your size
nothing
but extremely bad
fit
seems
your head
has sacrificed
rational brain for
warhead target selection
and
guidance system
set with such hair-
trigger precision
best not
ask you to speak

CATHEDRAL
sorry!
just a
slip of
the tongue
was just
imagining myself
a mamba
and
the wrong
word flickered
wanted to
was of
a mind to
say
“is it”
what came
out
what I ended up
saying
sounded like
“Zizek”
such a sublime little
slip
fork
in the road, twist
of
breath
and the hovel
of my art
rising out
of its
foundations
becomes thing
long suppressed
other
than
itself
thinking of, naming,
seeing
itself as
thing now
descending, shape
in the clouds
maybe cloud to you
but to me
some
kind of
cathedral

NAME OF THE GAME
how to write
a poem
how to
not write
a poem
right track
start
from scratch
now here’s a scratch
could work upon it
open
up
make into something
way bigger than
something your
domestic
feline
might deliver
leave a scar? there’s
always a
scar
par for the course,
name of the game
it is what
it is
your child, your offspring
looking nothing
like you
wanted it to look
saying nothing
like
you wanted it to say
you thought it would
stick to you
like a tatoo
change your voice, your look,
everything
inside, how
you see
the world
it’s just a poem, do not
fool yourself, on your way
to Sun, Star, Moon
Magician,
La Maison Dieu
become
the Tarot Fool
poem is
last word, final
analysis
when all
is said
and done: something,
nothing, something and
nothing
everything no one saw
every word you spoke
but didn’t see
foresee
.