STAR
a star
came
close to you
too close
to you
frazzled yoi
left you
insane
eyes bulging
with neon
wild
lurid ultra violence
you mistook
for exaltation
for a sacred
script
uniquely revealed
STAR
a star
came
close to you
too close
to you
frazzled yoi
left you
insane
eyes bulging
with neon
wild
lurid ultra violence
you mistook
for exaltation
for a sacred
script
uniquely revealed
GLITCH
“A glitch that renders flesh and blood so weak,
Yet paves the way for words divine to speak.”
was wandering through
the killing fields
of Gaza
dodging the whatabouttery
ducking the bombs
when it struck me
that poets
be normal human
beings
except for their software
there is a problem
in the software
the problem in their software
being that it is too soft
UNSPEAKABLE
I know wounds
I am currently
still wounded
I am unwounded
you call me
unspeakable
stick that label upon me
with a white hot iron
and now
in the light
of what you have done
your catastrophic achievements
think you
should back off
a little
last defence of your position
an appeal to hypocrisy
desire to shut
out any
all contradiction
think you should have
a serious think
and rethink
weigh it all up
carefully,
as we
humans are
supposed to
check your direction
confirm your
moral compass
before
you step
any closer
for I am
as pointed
out earlier:
wounded indeed
bleed in both
body and
soul
internally
externally
feel I can
never heal
in light of all the death
with which
you have
surrounded me
and yet
nevertheless
testimony to
my stupidity
I do refuse
to be silenced
be labelled
unspeakable
dragged into that
narrative you wish
have to wish
we would believe
wounded I am
(may even
qualify as
distant
collateral damage)
shock-splinters in my heart
to be true
(feel them
I do)
yet
I know
come crunch
come what offer cannot but
be refused
how
to
wound badly, terminally
unspeakably
how to wound too
BED SIT
sit with me
in the darkness everywhere
bombs are falling
seems that they
are in unlimited supply
what we
were put on the planet for:
to think, make bombs
and die



CITIES
somehow
the walls of cities
invite brutality
Golden Horde being
not the only case in point
trebuchet
mortar
submarine-launched
cruise missiles
a thousand years forward
in war technology
a billion lifetimes in
moral consciousness back
HYPOCRALPSE NOW
loving the smell
of white phosphorous
in the morning
will he still love
you if you script
all this a la Apocalypse Now?
will he promise you
sign of sanction and
spiritual favout
that is
yet another
overwhelming victory
or is he taxing your faith
testing your strategic patience
by making this
a possible new
battle of Stalingrad,
advances only in inches
forward or
underground
stop start
stop start
pity when it comes to
kill ratios even if
targeted and
supremely intentional
collateral damage figures
(including toddlers, infants
women and pensioners)
cannot
be allowed to
seriously count
but there is no Kurtz and ghere
is no river
no Dantesque journey
through the circles
of Hell
which makes no sense in a wotld
where it has become
impossible to differentiate between
our
angels and demons
gods and devils
where everything and
everyone have their unique insane
totally
clueless plan
to deal with the shadow of
all evil
by massacring everybody
since
we can no longer
be saved
cannot
save ourselves
THING THAT
smoke, mirrors,
you have a thing
that falsifies
add on some wheels
bulld up
some steam can
subjugate the world
with ease
bluff, and distraction
what need
blades or bullets?
demolishing the truth
a right that that we see
we agree
can only be construed
as completely God-given
the smoke, all the mirrors
as Holy as can be
THEY WAKE UP THE DEAD
they wake up the dead
bomb their graves
so as to cart
off their bones
to interrogation
solve terrorist incidents
still
on the books
they wake up the dead
have killed so many
that the underworld
is overcrowded
plus no creches
or kindergartens down
there for
the infants freshly killed
they wake up the dead
to kill them once
twice
thrice, any number of
times that is
the sacred
number of times
just to be sure to
be safe from
monstrous insecurity
JERICHO
Let me project this for you
onto a screen
proof positive that
we never learn from the past
about our shadow
and there
like Babel, like Jericho
it all falls down
the air
you cannot breathe, the crops
you cannot eat
such a price to pay for
all our vulnerabilities, for
all the exaggerated postures
of our fears
for all the bricks and mortar and
wire that we need
the concrete shelters that
we build
the all-seeing eye
focus nought to infinity that
we believe
the memory of ashes
that we can never leave.
FOUND FOOTAGE
I recall
the footage
am
still haunted by it
those days it was so fresh
(I was born
just less than eight years
after the war’s end)
thought
for a long time
there a level of darkness,
depravity, racist inhumanity
the likes of which
we would
never
see again
terrible to say so, but our species
is nothing if not
a creature
of irony
delighting in proving
(here so glaringly) everyone
horribly wrong
one monstrous darkness disappears
another
is creating itself
a darkness whose reversals
were they
not so cruelly logical
would
be impossible to understand
at last, I think,
I am beginning to understand


