AGAIN

AGAIN

if the Universes
fancies itself
to be
a simulation

who
am I to disagree?

decry the fiction
abhor that our reality
should
    present itself a sheer
illusion

two-dimensional hologram
mapped out into three

upon which
all our projections be
fully encoded

but
   if this be so

then why
so much brutality, pain
and suffering

and why
when the last sun dies
signalling the arrival
of ultimate
ending

do I  have to
      word for word live
out
   the reset

follow the script
             from the star-
forged formation
of my molecules

through birth
                to death and

what
     sleep extends?