STARBOARD

STARBOARD

why am I not
at the river mouth?

where sea, ocean
swallows what the river
has to say

in some old boat
navigating this estuary

removed from every regrettable
trait of this mechanized,
corporate
academic world

nothing to edit, lecture
to prepare
article to co-write

just
time turned irrelevant
as we lie down in the keel
of this celebrated
drunken boat
your drunken boat
that took
the Seine by
surprise, by stealth,
by storm,
as we
quaffed the green absinthe
until we ourselves
became luminous
yellow-green

nothing quite
to meddle with your mind
like that
beverage

and you mumbled your plans
in a spray
of wild poetry:
gun running, Africa,
early
iconic death

lesson that the wild electric
children of tomorrow’s
tomorrow
could ape, imitate
freely swallow

and there now we see it
and steering to starboard

the first of his kind
to fight
to destroy Empire,
renounce this world

and its rules and its laws
and its doctrines and
its claims to
power, mastery and
authority

that sleek terror monster
beast of rivers and
curved sheet steel

and its Captain, oozing nemesis
and the anger
of a subcontinent

there to
take us aboard

we angling to
be taken
aboard

leaving the river mouth
for depths beyond imagining

taken
beneath

own world, our world,
world of our own there beneath

NEMO

NEMO

suddenly I’m Captain Nemo
fathoms deep

contriving to
fight a liberation war

against my people
against myself

sharks swimming past
my bedroom window

and me
       tearing into
everything I was
once
   taught to believe