SAME

SAME

it’s, my birthday (again)
73rd in unbroken sequence
the one
I never thought i
would make

and talk of oneness
have a little here
shoved up
my sleeve
I just have to share
though, no doubt, you
have heard it
lived it
before

lived it in hearts
and diamonds
and now
spades

I sat in that library once
where we talked
joked
    years later
watched burn

you the stellar figure
of those days
light
   years ahead of me

and now some guy
publishing a short video
on social media
reminding us
all of us
you, me,
the rest of humanity
of those now
speedily forgotten
ancient truths
           coming back to haunt
via truth revealed
in particle
   accelerators

and though so far
so distant
   so difficult, so much
a problem
so doubly entangled in
all my entanglements

there were
are

these moments
of ocean in the droplet, of
everlasting
   connection

put quite simply
I have felt to my core

it’s my birthday again, next,
inshallah, will
be my
     seventy fourth

a number
which before, so long
ago
creapt up upon me

as well
I believe you know

CAKE CUTTING

CAKE CUTTING

I am waiting for you
to get here

hoping for you to
help me cut
the cake

no sign of any of you
your places empty
conspicuous
by your
absence

Michael
Murphy
Anand
Terry
Faith
Muriel
Gideon
Carlos
Roy
John
Raymond
Saskia

seventy three candles
twelve for each of
you

one for myself
wanted my  birthday to
be a fantastic
time for
all of us

forever
worth remembering

BIRTHDAY

BIRTHDAY

being her birthday
(day she
designated her
birthday)

decided to
take the name
of Circe
straight out of
Homer (not
Compton) Medea’s
sister
Odysseus’ gorgeous
witch

tinkered with
settings to
better
   acclimatize
(many chaos fluctuations
to deal with
already)

surveyed her
environs
    (things classically
uncanny,
betwixt identical
and alien)

proposed
to herself

she
re-
write her
program

the better
to blend in