AGAIN

AGAIN

if the Universes
fancies itself
to be
a simulation

who
am I to disagree?

decry the fiction
abhor that our reality
should
    present itself a sheer
illusion

two-dimensional hologram
mapped out into three

upon which
all our projections be
fully encoded

but
   if this be so

then why
so much brutality, pain
and suffering

and why
when the last sun dies
signalling the arrival
of ultimate
ending

do I  have to
      word for word live
out
   the reset

follow the script
             from the star-
forged formation
of my molecules

through birth
                to death and

what
     sleep extends?

COSMETIC

COSMETIC

to the best
of my knowledge

no one asks
the planets
the stars
the galaxies
about their loneliness

not a single poet
single cosmologist

and so to
Earth

for God knows
how many centuries
the centre of everything

Hubble bubble
     popped that one
didn’t he

back to Earth exquisitely
nothing special

we got mountains we
got oceans
    boy have
    we got oceans

but under this curved sky
this vault of blue atmosphere

at least
talk of beauty,  the cosmos
cosmetic

to the best of my knowledge

COSMOLOGY

COSMOLOGY

a magical alluring mystery
spectacle

almosr too far away
for light to travel

your dance of seven veils
alluding
       to our source tempting
our return
.
and me in the back row
with much undersized telescope
longing for the front row
a window seat
    somewhere close relatively
speaking
  where at least I feel I
can reach out and touch

this routine so exactly
choreographed, yet primal
and chaotic
     is thing you have wanted
me to witness
for billions
      of yesrs

but the laws that say I am
a bit underaged to be
witnessing this
     let alone understand it

tell you that
        your moves are slowing
getting stretched out
breaking
        dissolving

and this I can see
hear explained by
cosmic dude on
           my cellphone (Cox,
Greene, Kaku, Hawking or Tyson)

time will come
when you have Medusaed
yourself
     are iron cold and
a statute

and me, as
for me

long long before then
will have deserted the scene
me and my
world well
        out of popcorn

this great gorgeous
cinema a thing
       of the past (though
no future or past)
    

BILLBOARD

BILLBOARD

what if I told you
the cosmos is just
a billboard?

a two dimensional image
projected into full 3D
to advertise
some forthcoming
attraction

and maybe (not
promising anything)
this a picture
            in which

your atoms
    could well feature

not in
  the form

you find
   them now

not as happy a fit,
or much, much better

CLOUDLESS

CLOUDLESS

a cloudless sky
stopped my scarlet red
Citroen
  to open the farm gate

cannot pretend to
understand the physics of
colour or
   indeed, the physics
of sky
you lost me as soon
as you spoke of wave-lengths
and light diffusion

but here we are (or at least, here
I am, your presence with me
somewhere
  between metaphor and
simple rhetorical gesture)

here we are
as if shielded from
the Universe (which is
the case exactly) virtue of
us being
    (no clouds
to distract me) right
at the epicentre of
a surrounding sphere, looking
out from
inside the skin, the translucent
skin
   of a beautiful blue ball

expanded to a size, a height,
that just works for us perfectly

reminding me
        as this time of ultra
advanced return
of feudalism
              of the music
of the spheres

with all that economy
with all that cosmology

nothing in a million years here close to
      that darkest conclusion

that things beyond this
blue bubble

moving away from us so fast
they are
beyond
all
   Doppler red-
shift
     beyond very
                  speed of light

and
so

back down
       to Earth as always
for
sheer preservation
of sanity, not

        let all this here
overwhelm me

wanting
those clouds back

wanting not to imagine myself
inside the skin
of anything

wanting
to just go
       where it is all heading
commit
to that glow

   light speed beyond
but (blessing of
relatvity) with it

one
    feels

                just
floating

moving in one’s mind
from
      incarnation to
incarnation

no desire
     to be laboured by

understand
the physics at all