
ASSASSINATED



IRRELEVANCE
some searching for the love
others headed
to war
Oh, the cold bracing call
to war
lure of the promise
of a best inferno,
total ocean of flame
and me thinking my
usual hopeless thoughts
about you
primal, yet sincere
longings thar
can
barely be
contained
so itrelevant now, that
all our lives spiced by
the excitement
of final violence which
in our nature, has
always been so written
putting the shallow texts of
love and truth and beauty
and kindness
to much
deserved shame
SPACE
there is no
absolute space
distance
is relative
watch me
before your
very eyes
wrinkle up
into a chrysalis
emerge at the end
of the day (my
long night)
steel-winged sharp
ready
to fly
and you so
spaced-out
you readily
comprehend
if only you might let
me search, find your button,
switch to
transformation
together we could soar
without end; without end
M (for MISTAKEN)
one of us
be destined to
pop first
skin getting thin thin thin
under oxygen helium
pressure
way to go
at last birthday
or
aiming for the Heavens
aspiring
for it all
golden ring atop
that pole
start to channel
the music of the spheres
as giddy we stretch
to embrace
the stratosphere
but here again
skin to thin and
little big bang
be our evaporation
Oh I saw that film
the red balloon
cried like a child
because I was one
caught betwixt and between
a life that has been loneliness
a death that is nothing
nothingness
unless
I am totally mistaken
DIAMONDS
before I knew it
my life had
for better
or for worse
gone
full mythological
Homer had
fallen from the heavens
down on
my ten year old
head
and Aphrodite, my god,
how that goddess killed me
then
thereafter
and every day since
if not in
divine form, then with
the active collusion
of her
clones and copies
and would-be
avatars
each as gorgeous as
they were fake
but you
were the one
she must have chosen
specially
inner outer beauty
got in
hearts, diamonds, spades
(and so
your namesake
did
sing of diamonds)
time has passed on
but the poem
won’t
forget
AND THE LOVE
I was listening
to Santana
and you
just walked on by
shouted out to you
but no words came out
was no sound
or you elected
not to hear
or maybe
I just whispered
all I had courage for
best I could
do
all I could muster
truth is the heart of me
someone close
an everyday someone
cut
it out
and you were just
beauty’s archetype
by look
by name
a mirage, thing
off the silver screen, a
biblical queen
and me
somewhere in the desert
all those years
where you
called me, found me
shared
a word
and left
I was listening to Santana
connecting the world
world
which will
end
eternal it is however
sadness, joy
and the love
LOVE DUST
came across
a speck of love
dust
in the Universe
travelling at, near,
or beyond
the speed
of light
in slowed down
approaching Earth
like the alien
mother ship
in Independence Day
which became an issue
of global security
national concerm
world waiting with baited breath
praying it would
burn up
in the Earth’s atmosphere
failing which
there is always the
nuclear option
deflect the trajectory
or vaporize entirely
for if that speck of love
should touch anything human
could go extreme viral
wreck our civilization
the one we have spent
decades
building and
re-building
love bringing
the extinction
of all we love
SYSTEM
and now I find
and now I find
gymnast and
syntagm
are so intimate
anagrams
of each other
spooky action
at linguistic distance
but what do I know
of such unique connection
all my lovers
ghostly, some
actual ghosts
the dust of all
that was desire questioning
my stridence
gives the idea
puts me on notice
that it is
all simulation
and when you undress before me
in name only
getting the sweet syntax
up and running
see what you are up to here
Mr Shakespeare or
Earl
of Oxford
whatever you wish to go by
privately call yourself
spilling from Juliet’s lips
the philosopical truth of
a true rose
even if
a thousand years of cynicism
scepticism stands in its way
when you
go inexplicable mystery
and wrap yourself around me
making us (yes, channeling you
Professor Noam Chomsky)
branches, leaves
upon the same tree
graft taking
we can grow now together
happy
(who would not be) though
this all
feels pre-planned: our
perfect simulation

