STAR
star of the Nativity
sharp as
a shrunken
I see you not so far
into the future
leading the faithful
on disastrous crusades
STAR
star of the Nativity
sharp as
a shrunken
I see you not so far
into the future
leading the faithful
on disastrous crusades
FROZEN
my hands are frozen stiff
and yet
all this sitting
in the cold snow
in vain
nothing here
so
beneath zero
able to cool the hot
zeal of the words themselves
lust for life no
matter how empty
how inconsequential
this life
might well prove to be
my demons
marching across the page
demanding their right
to speak
for themselves, go
the whole way
a wildfire about to happen
whilst I must, logically speaking,
submit to
their will, to the right
of language to dictate
what it has to,
desires to, needs to
comply with the smart, counter
intuitive, freezing thinking,
with your
frozen-solid conception
of creation my dear
Monsieur Michel Foucault
idea
that author is
the thing the poem itself,
this poem itself
has issues with
confounding your dreamt of structure
bringing it all
into one
mesmerizing sequence of
gorgeouslly miraculous fractal moments
dancing, despoiling, flaunting
seducing, infecting,
overpowering
such resonance
birthing in the brain patterns of
wonder
the world
has not yet
had the pleasure to
discover it owns, it has, as
has been ruthlessly revealed
and
still stuck
in the snow
once again, these fingers freezing
JUST SAYING
concave
contex
I overhead them
coversing (perhaps
conspiring) in the corner
of the coffee shop
(the one
i briefly owner before
the whole enterprise
summarily collapsed)
what a pair
what a pair!
the quantum demon and
the man for whom
everything
has a rational explanation
and you, Sean Carroll,
your name carve up
and you
Doctor Neil Degrasse Tyson
as I stared into the
tiny spiral milk gakaxy
swirling its way to
its ultimate
dissolution
in a second fresh cup
of dark, dark coffee
straining to catch the words
that would import
some solid sense
to me
of the final scientific outcome
but failed
at that endeavour
will
always fail to do so
in every
universe real
or possible
ever existed
or still to exist
let me
be seen by all
seen
to be going on record
to point this out
OPEN QUESTION
was over the rainbow
reading Gravity’s Rainbow
totally alone in the Manchester
Poly new lecture and dormitory complex
the night outside
straining against the streetlights
to impose impenetrability
occupancy
a month away, set for
summer and the new
academic year
and me
feeling secure, overlooking
the small matter of the SS20s
parked somewhere
in Eastern Europe
sights set on this city
and
thus on me
Oh V2 rocket
progenitor of these mid-range
city killers
this technology so set
on rendering all
human future an open
question
what Pandora could not have
imagined lurking
in the bottom
(true bottom
beneath all false versions)
but Pynchon
saw so intensely
setting his imagination
to dead end

JUST AN ORANGE
no mixed messages here
just
thank you
for the sun juicy orange
you gave me
I love
orange
and, what is more,
orange loves me
teeth, tip of tongue
and every
bit of my mouth
that can
put it all together
to make
warm glowing orange sounds
I have prepped
brought to state
of readiness
the better
to tantalize the giver
with every
secret of receipt
so now
I spin it in my hand
my tiny
orange planet
planning to eat it
as sacred mindful act
like a true
Zen master
or eat it not
as stipulated by the sages
but like a character in
a novel
by DH Lawrence
or one of his
utterly sensuous teasing
poems
but
on second thoughts
my mistress of
mixed messages best
keep this
to myself
just pretend it was an orange
gratefully received,
and eaten as
was purposed
nothing more, nothing less
all that
preceded, all that fancy talk
flowing with crazy
flavour
dripping with suggestion
should stay
between the two of us, beloved
reader
kept
to ourselves
FAST FORWARD
fast forward
when I looked
at the film
again
it had
all been remastered
some
small scenes had
been tripped
cut down the running
time
to Hell with
the narrative
villain had
becoms protagonist
protagonist
did nothing
and old ending
charmingly absurd
had made way
for denouement generic
lay a foundation
for sequel
cruel to laugh seeing
them flounder
in that
wet cement
but I did
so anyway
(no
samurai suicide
for these
producers and
scripwriters whose
sense of
shame so
not of the best
STICK
stick to atoms
it is what
you are good at
how can you
escape being
miniscule
if this
is what
you are?
but
big bang too
your soul
ready to mushroom
in power and
glory up
to Heaven
shimmer of light
and
no one
is home
connection
is fried
but something even
smaller
hard tp pin down
stick (that
word again) a
detailed
label upon
this smaller that you
dissolve into
gives
me a
crazy map
down into your
possible probable
sides
and what binds us
has us
moving, swaying as
one
in the wave dance
of all that is
suspended between
so-called real and
so-called unreal
idea
and its every outcome
we quietly, despite
ourselves working in this
the pieces
finding themselves
in place
chaos
and perfect
symmetry

