
FER-DE-LANCE


JUST AN ORANGE
no mixed messages here
just
thank you
for the sun juicy orange
you gave me
I love
orange
and, what is more,
orange loves me
teeth, tip of tongue
and every
bit of my mouth
that can
put it all together
to make
warm glowing orange sounds
I have prepped
brought to state
of readiness
the better
to tantalize the giver
with every
secret of receipt
so now
I spin it in my hand
my tiny
orange planet
planning to eat it
as sacred mindful act
like a true
Zen master
or eat it not
as stipulated by the sages
but like a character in
a novel
by DH Lawrence
or one of his
utterly sensuous teasing
poems
but
on second thoughts
my mistress of
mixed messages best
keep this
to myself
just pretend it was an orange
gratefully received,
and eaten as
was purposed
nothing more, nothing less
all that
preceded, all that fancy talk
flowing with crazy
flavour
dripping with suggestion
should stay
between the two of us, beloved
reader
kept
to ourselves
FAST FORWARD
fast forward
when I looked
at the film
again
it had
all been remastered
some
small scenes had
been tripped
cut down the running
time
to Hell with
the narrative
villain had
becoms protagonist
protagonist
did nothing
and old ending
charmingly absurd
had made way
for denouement generic
lay a foundation
for sequel
cruel to laugh seeing
them flounder
in that
wet cement
but I did
so anyway
(no
samurai suicide
for these
producers and
scripwriters whose
sense of
shame so
not of the best
STICK
stick to atoms
it is what
you are good at
how can you
escape being
miniscule
if this
is what
you are?
but
big bang too
your soul
ready to mushroom
in power and
glory up
to Heaven
shimmer of light
and
no one
is home
connection
is fried
but something even
smaller
hard tp pin down
stick (that
word again) a
detailed
label upon
this smaller that you
dissolve into
gives
me a
crazy map
down into your
possible probable
sides
and what binds us
has us
moving, swaying as
one
in the wave dance
of all that is
suspended between
so-called real and
so-called unreal
idea
and its every outcome
we quietly, despite
ourselves working in this
the pieces
finding themselves
in place
chaos
and perfect
symmetry



SAME PAGE
sorry reader, nothing for
you today
I’m om strike with
the other poets
over fair treatment
do you not see the barrier
here in the middle of the text
where it
says “picket line”
and begs
you not to cross it?
not just pens
and paper and AI assisted
wordprocessing programs
we have
to seize
the means of production
without
full autonomy over
the forces of creation
where would we be
where
would we be?
not between
here and the deep
blue sea but
right
at the bottom of it
just like drowned Percy
Bysshe Shelley
pretty much a saint
in this trade
so
deadly serious (that
you convinced yourself was
all about
markings and meanings
whiff
of ink
on a page)

FLESH OF THE FAITH
some buffoon
they call and
who calls
himself
a philosophy
slipping between
jokes
and profundity
fires away
name of the game
dance
of truth, not
so easy to work out
the steps
world and self what
they want to say
for themselves
despite themselves
so damn intricate
so hard to
pin down when
in this labyrinth every
level brings
fresh layer
of deception
and why
must he always
touch
his nose?
is that some
kind of tic, sign of
secret brotherhood or
silent spiritual homage
to H and L and
M his
forebears and yes,
masters
meanwhile I am continuing
this badly scripted
life story
my tale of desire
full of
twists and turns but
no story to speak
of itself
an iron wall
dystopian stuff with
digital chip on
the shoulder, chip
in the brain patriarchal
body guards
stretching between my
heart and its object
wherever that
object, whenever it
should
come into being
that the motor, engine of
everything should
be loss
and distance, incompleteness
and sadness
great for Slovenian
thinker, South African poet,
though
getting it down in all
its harrowing
complexity
could be an industry
might
not
keep your warm at night
(flesh
of the faith to
deeply
hold on to) may
not even pay the rent at all
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