DUAL CITIZEN

DUAL CITIZEN

I am writing you
this missive

conscious of the tiny
devil on my shoulder
winged like a bat
trying to
get my poem
to parrot
    the rhetoric
that just steams out
of his mouth
hot Nuremberg style

meanwhile, the other
entity meant to balance
this duality
    (put stuff in equipoise
to reflect
a Gemini moon)

creature angelic but
in semi-
state of rapture
leaving me to my
own
   (and demonic devices)
as it flutters below
the ceiling chasing
                          less
than celestial light

and so, here it is, a
text which
          could have been
more measured, produced
better
    individuation

come to your reckoning, I guess
you will be caught
in
   and between,
unsure
    of where I stand
and where
      to put your feet

remember the truisms about
lining and cloud
       (Blake’s
little imp)

silver where leaden
but all manner of danger
should
       they beam pure gold

I tell you this
            with heart undivided
yet
   complete dual citizen

AND FEEL

AND FEEL

they told me to write
fill
the page

I wrote and
I wrote

but the page
kept getting longer

tried
    wtiting in circles
writing into
the mirror

but it
did not really help me

I wrote
and I wrote

page
     keeps getting

longer

they told me to
write what
I see
     and feel

ONE AND ONLY

ONE AND ONLY

imagine
you are one
moment
   naked in
the street
in Hamburg

the one before
in Strawberry Fields
with Yoko

the next
     being introduced to
Paul

the next being blown
away by a jealous soul
with a snub-
nosed special

imagine a
         world become
so non-linear

everything you are and were
revolving forever on a carousel

imagine that
    Mr Sergeant Pepper’s
one and
    only Billy Shears

NEITHER

NEITHER

what happens
happens

look at this poem
it may go
one way
may go
another

I may take it this way
you may take it that

both of
these roads considerably
less-travelled

only chance of us ever meeting
will be on
    a road

neither of us picked

LINE

LINE

you drew a line

said this is
the law, the rule,
the commandment,
the ordinance,
the regulation

suddenly
      no sooner had
you signed off
than the line curved
bent multiplied
wriggled all
over
    the page
my page

not yours;
on your still a single line
plain as day

cutting across the page
East to West
right to
         left

dividing everything
North South
               into two
unequal
hemispheres

you drew a line
for all time


FELLOWS

FELLOWS

is dream
about the dreamer

or the dream?

  Kurt Godel
  Zhuangzi
               Mauritz
Escher
         Italo
          Calvino

help
   me out
fellows    please re-
        direct me

sorry to
         name-drop

this very thought
has got me tongue-
twisted                  lost
in the
      labyrinth
that is the brain

         and one if not
all of you

may just have the key