ISFAHAN

ISFAHAN

“The world always decides”
      Kingdom of Heaven (dir:
       Ridley Scott)

It is hard
to see
the past
           through
all the
      smoke, mustard and
nerve gas

death mirrored from
mirror to
    mirror

same old
lies and deceit
again and again

unless a door opens
and then another
rooms nested
within rooms, infinite regression
a theme in boxes
and dolls

but with you, Tabanda,
a door opened

and looking back
now I am at last able
to reconnect,
reconstruct through
all the disinformation
and outright lies

what was it Rumi, Omar
Khatami wrote
about beauty?
Surely, Tabanda when
they wrote their lines
they had you in mind.

The Sin
   of Empire

born into a fading self-
important brutal Empire
close to camps and
fortresses founded
by Rome
         (taught us
everything)

forgive me
   for my ignorance
not realizing how deep
these assumptions
of superiority really go

how it is here
in the semantics, structured
in the very syntax

and you sitting in the classroom
smiling imbibing my
attempts to
     teach  instil my
mother tongue

so what if I told you
I have never travelled
to Isfahan
    your lately bombed,
beautiful city

city whose name
is such a pleasure
for the mouth to speak

****

I am disappearing
off radar

see stars floating
across the sky

and my memory if you
my so-called impossibly demanding
jaw-droppingly beautiful
student from Isfahan

everything here
you can translate into Farsi

Persian time
cannot be said to be
a short system of time

I think of your war
your million dead
        not a statistic, each
a remembered martyr

the Libra medallion about
your neck
   glinting for a moment
in the hard
English sunshine

in the Fitzgerald translation
(his own reworking)

Sultan’s turret
caught in a noose of light