DESTINED TO END

DESTINED TO END

Ah, poetry (let’s
out a breath
hears
syllables
expire)

hard to love it
impossible
to destroy it

Eliot, Richards,
Yvor Winters

all those years wasted
learning about it

from first
stumbling days on
the Rondebosch campus
then in red drag
robe
   about to be
your Dr G

which does the job
for would be rapper
of academic professional
(professional
      perhaps not
in the
dolling up to
take on the streets
revolutionary
of pleasure sense)

but
   incoming! a fat
opening line
fully
   armour-piercing
iconic Krupp
88mm

flouting itself as it
whistles upon me
fade to
   black. fade to
white

lap dissolve and then
match cut as it
demands
all my time

wouldn’t you
know it, have guessed it
something this
agonistic
simply certain
to happen

popping
     onto the page
exactly where we are, here
of places

oddest location where
we swore
    never again, would never
see
  let alone entertain
each other again

so
adamant this
would be so
      and yet
look what just happened

both
of us cast headlong
shades of the Lady
of Christ’s

angel
of free speech, secret cosmic rebel

off to the races
newly redefined spaces

no way of knowing
where this poem, this
thing poetry
             ever began

where (and how) in Hell, on Earth,
it is destined to end