poem from collection ZERO GRAVITY

poem from collection ZERO GRAVITY

WE TOO
we love to
play the language
game
we two do
come at greasing
the signifier
not
from different
poles entirely
my games with sound
and sense
more about
foregroundimg other,
difference, perhaps
a touch
of deviance
yours
(if I might
proffer
this distinction) about
what is established, believed,
holy ordinary,
sacred same
how we can get
the narrative to
go full
python
swallow the facts
(crush in its coils any
truth inconvenient)
and of course, after my little
pointless spiel
boredom, dismissal
the worst I get
the guilt that comes
with bad poetry
not, as in your case, if I
dare suggest
every kind of sick and
unconscionable paid-for
complicity
that
shades us into dystopia
thence living Hell
BARBARUS
I watched the debate
(if you could call it that)
moderated
(if you call it that)
by program host
Piers Morgan
watched in awe
the cool demeanour
of Professor Finkelstein
wish I were
that impervious to
ad hominem attacks
could behave like Norman
not Conan the Barbarian.
TRACK
am always asked
“am I
on the right track?”
you are asking this
of one
whose recurrent
anxiety dream is
being without
a ticket
on the wrong train
didn’t realize that this
was a message about
your dream
as much as it was
about my
inhibiting anxieties
when it comes to this business
clear from the start
catch
the wrong train
relax go
with the ride
flow is the direction
the only
direction
and when
the train
shuffles into the station
at this
strange destination
place where
you need to be
and can
rip
up the track
ASSURED
if it walks like a duck
quacks like a duck
must be a duck
unless
you refuse to believe
no way
it can’t be
but what if
the duck
is in a tank
firing shells
at hospital, a shelter,
a university?
what if the duck
is scoping you
and your family
working out
how the whole little
delectable loving
band of you
can be
his perfect shot?
what
about you though
no sense of duck, no
no sense of
goose
no sense of gander
no sense of where
duck becomes
a turkey
shoot
and, by definition perhaps,
equally
vice-
versa
or
where to
run to (if there
is anywhere)
who to
speak to
(everybody
ducking the question)
ducking the question
but not a hope
in Hell
of ducking
the fat
rocket
the big, big
2000 lb bomb
you standing there
in holy innocence
proclaiming
(not above the sound
of heavy
ordinance whistling)
it cannot be genocide
for
humanity
would be here to save me
if indeed it were
humanity
will save me
I am
assured
ABOUT GAZA
I wanted to
talk to you
about Gaza
because there
is so much confusion
about where you stand
you fill my head
with all these poems
so much
poetry
no use to anybody
poems that all those
who proclaim themselves
your most beloved
would say, do not
bear analysis, are
not worth the reading
are the product
of your antithesis
are openly blaspheming
and they are right
of course they are right
no point in my
attacking them, sanitizing them
throwing the proverbial
poetic kitchen sink
at them
in the name of the children
their shells
and bombs
are maiming, killing
IN BED
in bed
thinking of fairy tales
bed being
best place for
any kind of fairy
tale
inclusive of
child, adult and
seriously classified ones
the ones that
reveal
the wicked witch is
not dead (reports of
her demise
strategically exaggerated) and Empire is
forever always naked
just trick of
the light
and indoctrination that
goes by the name
of education
that we see
what we believe:
Empire and Emperor
(its pure
embodiment) is always
richly attired
and powerfully adorned
no fear that this change
because fairy tale is the
dream of
all that abides
supremely happy ever after
above history
beyond change
LOST SOUL
wandering through
a dreamt city
I miss the incredible
feeling just a poor, lost soul
stumble upon an angel
masked by an incredible disguise
but if
you can see right through them
there is stuff
that no creature
of light can ever hide
OVERLOOKED
I awake
fresh from nightmare
lost my way in a city
of memory spiralling upwards
into the mountains
totally transformed beyomd
all that I
can remember
wanting
to get home
needing to get home
but no sense of direction
as with every step
I climb higher
and higher
passing a giant cathedral
like structure, itself
like a mountain with
a trio of spires as
its peaks, its pinnacles
all the wonder
I should feel submerged
by the fear
and no way of phoning you
because I am
out of reception, do
not have
your number
so far for you
to drive
in the night to
collect me
your death three years ealier
somehow dream- forgotten
crucially overlooked
RUBBLE
books were
my civilization
not enough
have
they taughr me
but where are
the books to
be seen
to be found
in these cities of
sky high
demented aspiration
built upon
rubble
and
when one
of those towers somehow
happens to
fall
teach me where to
find smooth smooth stones
midst all
that dust and rubble