poem from my 2014 collection: Zero Gravity


poem from my 2014 collection: Zero Gravity


BY INCLINATION
how many
angels can
sit on
the point
of a needle?
how many demons
can turn
on a
dime?
to which super
ability
do
you incline?
GLUE, CHEWING GUM, STICKY TAPE
glue, chewing gum,
sticky tape
its so fragmented now
how do we
stick it all
back together
without trying
to condense and collaose
one truth, one tale, one
way, a
single narrative
rammed down throats
with incredible pressure
(have
to go to
Sci Fi horror classic for
best available metaphor)
glue, gum
sticky tape
liberal application of
extraterrestial acid
NEED FOR GREED
you thought
it would be free and fait
and open and competitve
not that all these pinprick
brain heads
were attached
to the same
organism
metastasizing bigger than
the big bang
until it couldn’t
until big crunch comes together
and singularity sucks down
a hole
through which, who
can say
the mind of the universe thinks
up an infinitely better option
or slightly better one
for for humanity to
evolve again
of course
you will need greed
BELIEF SYSTEM
they fed
me into
a machine
no, sorry,
they fed all
my poems
into a machine
wrote the program
flipped the switches
thing that
cane out
then
was me
which they
Turing tested
nothing
circumvented
still
they remained unsure
reviewed the evidence
posed
fresh questions
which, I fear, am afraid,
left little confidence
in my total coherence
something
left
on the page
I believe
NO EXAGGERATION
chipped away
at your belief system
with a toothpick
attacked it
with a sledgehammer
to each his own
but do have
to believe
that there are places
where the thick, self-
reinforcing sphere
is eggshell this
and a strategic little tap
for better or worse
can no
exaggeration
bring it caving in
cave being in the context
a pretty astute metaphor
BIRD
bird asked me
about human intelligence
wondered how
when we got wings
we became
such murderous beings
dropping two thousand
pounds of ultra high explosive
on a child lest
she grow up
not having been
denied the experience
to think for herself
speak
the truth and other
incalculably bad things
SPECIES
time travel back
to ancient Athens
they made Socrates
drink hemlock
on the grounds
of corruption
lucky for us
the charge did not stick
we saw
through thst
slander, laughed
at that spin
not that we have
the capacity to do that today
when we revere our leaders
for the lies
that they tell us
buy into the fake narratives
as our matter of
life our death
refuse to believe anything
that is not illogical
and ittational
as testament to the devotion
with which
we contrive our decline
time travel back to Ancient Athens
like an alien planet now
so distant in
space and time
HEART
at your heart
you are paper
by which we
mean
worst kind of paper
by which we mean
paper as fictional relic
of its digital self
at it’s heart
you thought solid
core like
the Earth’s perhaps even
rare heavy metals
but
there is nothing there
but vacuum but void
but
infinite implosion
so sorry to disappoint
but at core, in your
heart
you are
nothingness itself
not, to be sure, a silent
or quietly withdrawn nothingness
but one strident and violent:
essence
of bombast itself
stripped of logic and reason
immune to
fact, innoculated
against theory
will be
prove with a logic no
less than
catastrophic
to bring an end to
near a
planetful of us
so much at stake in every
denial of distress
BARBARIAN
self
and other
guy in tweed
explaining the magistrate’s
dilemmas of
Lacanian proportions
in that book
by that other guy, who
taught me
I believe, if
I remember correctly
(so much forgotten about
that younger figure
so much baggage
had to discard
stuff
ingrown I had
to excise)
and here I am
trying to come up with
a smart arse question
that
I hope will
stump the lot of them
their on the
limits of institutional discourse
challenging those linuts
even as
I appear to treat
them with regard
inside outside
wasn’t always so
clung to orthodoxy for
security when
could barely
string two words together
self and
other
no AK or RPG but
instinctively feel
am
now barbarian
shadow made real
apotheosis of
what once feared
am indeed I believe
far less question than
a kind
of solution