ACCORDING TO PLAN

ACCORDING TO PLAN

far on the left
could equally
have been

far
on the right

or, indeed,
betwixt and between
crying in
the wilderness

centre of the Earth
out in the void
beyond
every known galaxy

thinking thoughts (for
what else can I do?)

                     dreaming up

five year
ten year

billion year plans

everything so fat
end to beginning
beginning
           to end

not going
according to plan

APOLLO

APOLLO

rocket
to the Moon

rocket
saying Hi, dropping
into my
back yard

bringing my own
private star, billion
degree
       Sun

same rocket
rocket
men
    rode to the Moon

(bouncing, buggying around
scenic drive
      one small
step for man)

same as the one that
took out my house, my
tiny lawn

like the eggs on the stove
I was cooking when
it came
       to pay
a visit, pay
its respects

popping, exploding in
that red-hot thermonuclear pan

I was
well and truly Sun god fried

APOLLO

APOLLO

rocket
to the Moon

rocket
saying Hi, dropping
into my
back yard

bringing my own
private star, billion
degree
       Sun

same rocket
rocket
men
    rode to the Moon

(bouncing, buggying around
scenic drive
      one small
step for man)

same as the one that
took my house, my
tiny lawn

like the eggs on the stove
I was cooking when
it came
       to pay
a visit, pay
its respects

I was
truly fried

AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA

AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA

the cabin I once graced
now lies
at the bottom of the sea

seems it was something
of a cursed vessel

and where I am now
this semi-desert
an inland ocean once
paleontology
has determined

in the long long view
that tingle tremble
beneath your feet
may
   at the end of the day
be a matter truly
tectonic

I almost drowned
on a ship
in sea water
         the day before
it docked in harbour

thought I could swim
just sail majestically
across the water

me being
most water
     of all the water signs

sank
  like a stone, a thing
of lead

thought wrong

somehow feel that this is
not the last
episode in
an ongoing saga

me,
and the bottom of the sea

YAMA

YAMA

yam a
mammal not
a vegetable

not
a mineral

be a breast-sucker
that tugs, tugs, tugs

neatly strangled
at birth
  by the cord
that bound me

gave me
my connection until
snip, snip, snap

smart smack to
my derrière to
help rush the Os
to my brain

and now
        have these death-
fearing words pouring
out of
me like crazy

seeking
    the Great Spirit

which is why
rove the plains

on
back of RV
or in
caterpillar-tracked weapon

it is
being much in my nature
to be always about death
find space
         to roam

CRYPTIC

CRYPTIC

rearranged the furniture
in my head
  (a few dry walls
had to knock out)

started to resemble
a mausoleum

which
so startled me
ended up
forgetting entirely
about my bed

and how and why
ended up in
the first place
fighting with this allegory

but did sleep
and collided with
all I had
moved and misplaced
throughout
         my dream

in dream
    no GPS no
proximity scream

things as they present themselves
could hardly be
more cryptic