POEMS 30 MAY

ROUGH DRAFT

You are still
a rough draft
a work
in progress

need editing, proof
reading, punctuating
fine tuning

your text
needing primping,
pimping, before

you can be ridden,
before you can ride

across the page, horizon
to horizon,
     for a hot minute,
innumerable beats, serious
revolutions in
the existential dance
of pure, time-dilated time.

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CAPTIVE AUDIENCE

zoo animals seek
a captive audience

love to keep
a host of mindless humans
stuffing
   their faces with
everything under the Sun
all and sundry

keeping this
       state of forever feeding time
in their cerebral sights

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MORONS

They sent me
and some other morons

to audit
the stars
market-
research them

do the whole
Cambridge Analytica thing
to them

win them over
hearts and minds

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FACE


FACE

all you need
to face
the Medusa
is a mirror,

a sliver of mirror,
a shard, a fragment,
all are up to
it
all will do

why bother to
carry an ornate mirror, lug
a Louis XIV
piece of
     gilded craftsmanship
into the Gorgon’s cave
that place
of ultimate, perversely
exquisite danger

or any of those bent, warped,
ostensibly satirical
crazy
    circus fairground
magically distorting
mirrors

as if this insult to injury is the way
to strip Medusa bare of
her instantaneous
lethal charm
         all that is left
of her femininity,
humanity

to confront
the monster
you
   made a monster
thing mirrored out
of shadow refraction

     face it, stand it down,
not to balk at
what
   it can do to you
this aberration

which
       let us never forget
was not
always so
    was defiled and then
so hideously transformed
by nothing less
than masculinity itself
by those
same propensities to
heroism surging
unrestrained
within you
    sanctioned and
given
   covering fire
by divine wisdom itself

yes,

   stare into that glass
you wish to use
as deadly
   targeting weapon
before you
point it

at the evil that you secretly
fear
   itself a reflection

proof that behind all
great celebrated
truth
    redemptive victory
a horrible lie

as false
     as any false window, doorway
trick of perspective
fiction of
       dimensions in
true trompe l’oeil

OVIDARY

OVIDARY

It doesn’t add up
never adds up

no simple algebraic sequence
formula to string us along

was playing an ancient game
with sacred pieces
imagining them
split into armies
of wasps
versus bees

be our be
all and end all
         (not to be
questioned)

in the shadow
of Spartacus

provide us
with a metamorphosis
which poet Ovid himself
would have been
singularly proud of

Aphrodite rebranded
as Venus
    born of divine
emasculation, mother
of Aeneas, mother of Julius who would be Caesar,
shepherding with
the self-sacrifice of assassination
the people and
   Senate of Rome from
Republic to
  Empire along that
bloody primrose path

this garden full of, swirling
with bees
     pollen-loaded, hive-
bound
serving no Emperor yet
slaves to
     their Queen

and Venus, as always, surfing
on her conch shell almost
at the shore
            we who
could stage this, enact this,
film it, freeze frame it,
or let
   it run
for all eternity

are sharp to see
where myth and
propaganda
         lie together, do
the dirty
know too well how
this goes
     how it is now
to be manufactured, destined
to be framed
the sacred
politics of this scene

and in this moment
of creative metamorphosis
scientific
       transformation

we the exiled catch underpinning
the bees buzzing
    a shift, a change
an opening
  a could-not-be-more-stupidly-
simple experiment

a reckoning, a state of
stunned realization

that nothing
   is real unless

it decides
to be
so

such
a shapeshift in
core idea
     every atom we thought we
were
    constructed as the
building blocks of
everything

that landscape moving, that
landscape changing
dissolving
                   mutating into
something fluid, bottomless
outside, inside
us
    that sees things, decides
things
for itself

        fluid, bottomless,
provisional, hypothetical,
infinitely divisible
  
a thing of fancy and
(for better or
for worse) thing of
creative fancy upon clear mathematical
whim

way it is
           crazy as it
sounds
way it has always been

playing us
for fools, leading
by the nose
.
even here in this garden, on
this farm,
especially here
in this
garden

heart
of all its energies
all its
geometries

proving
    it is the angle with
which you align
   from which you write
which
changes everything

even
      in exile,
discarded

master of
its alchemies

seeds everywhere  waiting
wondering
            thinking

the seeds of
the new
         in all its
configurations

an alchemy before (and yet
hidden from) your very eyes

the shifting power
                we now see
come
to fruition
duly realized

as it
      conquers, consolidates,
plays the masquerade
of true
love

extending its arm
in every direction
following
     the law of its logic
here to

multiply, fortify  divide,
define
         the image of all
that is eternal
in civilization

Qpfrom birth to death
for the rest of time

OVIDARY

OVIDARY

It doesn’t add up
never adds up

no simple algebraic sequence
formula to string us along

was playing an ancient game
with sacred pieces
imagining them
split into armies
of wasps
versus bees

a metamorphosis
which poet Ovid himself
would have been
singularly proud of

proving
    it is the angle with
which you align
   from which you write
which
changes everything

when
   as atoms ourselves, we
thought atoms
lived
   and loved
   and worked
within
that classical system

and then
       we saw things differently,
saw ourselves
differently

watched the sunlight split
refract grow
so
   diffuse

suggest
   a different way of
seeing everything

taking
a fresh look
changing everything

and so I say
rewrite
   the poem
if you truly must

do
the research
open the book

go into
exile, assume the default position, dodge
excesses of power
and political will

so
   tell me about
kitchen alchemy
on the farm

how the brain breeds opulence
as it
    thinks itself as myth

so much before us
            well and truly fleeced
golden fleeced

finally
    the numbers
according
to which

it multiplies, divides, defines
extending in every direction
to meet the hallmarks
of geometrical progression

the art of love
in every configuration.

NOTHING

NOTHING

was reading some
satire written
by a libertine scoundrel

wishing he were not that
thing which to his cost
“I already am”

and him
a peer of the realm
reducing himself to poverty

got me thinking
how little they are
of value
   these supposedly
great poems, some
worth absolutely
nothing

totally unable to function
as currency providing
any type
of meaningful exchange

how crazy
it would be
to take
it as foundation

when
   multi trillion dollar debt
offset by
control of
all monetary exchange

would
   do the trick as
indeed it has
done for decade
after decade

stuttering, wobbling,
tottering

losing all
headway quite suddenly

a denouement
                 of such insane
proportions on
the cards

poetic justice I would say

AT THE MOCK BATTLE

AT THE MOCK BATTLE

I went to the amphitheatre
to watch the mock battles

being a good citizen
of Rome

bought a,programme
bought tiny tray of treats

they make it
look so good
look like
real bloodshed

this
not convincing enough
for Caligula, our newly
crowned God-Emperor

but
I believe
death
should not be

the default criterion
for verisimilitude

sometimes blood
needs
to be more than real.

DIPLOMACY

DIPLOMACY

I came across
the President
playing diplomacy

he was deploying
a sharpie to
change the lines
on the board

shouting down
his opponents with
his incredible
logical mastery and
Verbal power none
dare withstand

and every one
was with him
his whole
nation
got his back

told those opponents
arrogant enough
to imagine
they have
the stuff to challenge him

should he lose, they
not let
him win

they would beg
him
    pass the order
executive
for DEFCON ONE

their revenge
the sweetest even
if they all died.

PICTURE PORTRAIT

PICTURE PORTRAIT

just catching sight of you
my breath hitching
                 felt you had
offered me a, portrait grabbed
from the Louvre

then as i fell in love
stolen it back from me

and now
     what I saw today
does not remind me
of anything in that picture

later
   I was priveleged to contemplate
how Picasso, Dali,
Modigliani
   had rendered you

finding a teasing asymmetry
in their disparate interpretations

leaving
    me wondering how
I might paint you if I had
measurable talent
in that medlum

what life
     I might endow, what
life distill

and with that life
          how close to the absurd
magic of
      you stepping out
of that frame, in our
own special re-enactment of
that ancient
mythology of the artist
              turning stone
to flesh
     turning

two
    dimensional representation
into the very walking, talking,
beathing relection
of desire

from light and play
of shape and form

not from words,
           obviously.

PIECE OF THE PUZZLE

PIECE OF THE PUZZLE

A poem is a window
of opportunity

and through this window we can see

that the Sun is a dunce
in a starfish ruff
making a meal of
crab-like offspring.

No one can tell
in the absurdity of deportment

whether he is
in opposition or
conjunction entirely.

Yet
on his watch

the dolphins are
doing themselves proud
in the statements of relevance

sewing the seam of an onrushing       wave-
                                           mountain

their far needle-bodies
                        zagging and zigging

making a nonsense of the
sky’s reservations
it is
     my considered poetic belief.
                                      

IF ONLY (LIFE WERE LIKE AN INDIE MOVIE)

IF ONLY (LIFE WERE LIKE AN INDIE MOVIE)

they put a poet
on reality television

gave him
all of sixty seconds to come up
with a, rhyme

I was not invited
into the studio
did not get
to witness the programme

but I think I am up
to imagining how it must end

the poet
dies (of course)
from loneliness, or whatever,
but that
sixty second poem
gets over its grief

the audience overdosing
on sudden one
night stand leading
to celebrity
and Hollywood happily ever after

serious sugary white
powder hit that elevates
so high no one
is, ever going to recover from

underpinning
that great existential truth
bringing it
down from the mountain

that
nowhere in this script
is there provision for
found soulmates
riding
off bareback,
without saddle. into the sunset

life being
mere rehearsal for what
gets shot for the big screen

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