WITH POEMS

WITH POEMS

began
to bombard you with poems

knowing you
would have been preferred
to be showered with flowers
bathed in champagne

but in essence each
poem is
itself
a kind
of flower

sort of like
a mouthful
of champagne

take them together
as they
     flow
into each other

this host
of poems

amounts to
a veritable deluge
of flowers

a monsoon rainstorm
of finest French champagne

TOP DOWN

TOP DOWN

not bottom up
can only
top down

gates
and towns
cities through which
go forth

find
unclaimed territory
do Empires found

build walls, fortress, bridges
but
hard in the long run
when force
disintegrate
all topple down

and no
one dare call it
none
know what
it means

new beast
this fracture

this
creature
of ruin

HARD TO BEAT

HARD TO BEAT

no tiger claws
no vampire teeth

even so
walked through this door
and I was recruited
for murder

all above board
Geneva Conventioned

quickly prepped
armed
   and parachuted

into the fray
proverbially armed
to the teeth
(aforementioned teeth)

and what teeth!
less of interest to a
naturalist than
an orthodontist

not much good
for snarling or
biting
   through arteries

but pretty
good
   with pins

and securing commando
knives between
teeth whilst
leopard crawling

pretty
   good
    with pins

at pulling them from
grenades with
my teeth

   pretty hard
to beat

HEROES

HEROES

we asked for Spartacus
we got Julius Caesar

we enquired
about the availability
of the Buddha
and you gave us Genghis Khan

history always
switches on us
tells its
own punchline

holds us up
to bad joke scrutiny
makes sure
we miss the point

demolishes
every hero
fighting
for humanity

tells us
      who to
follow, obey,
even love

in a voice
you make our own

BY DESIGN

BY DESIGN

everything
      twitches, shudders,
revolves,
devolves
       evolves

shades into

melds
    dissolves

splits, pulls tricks,
goes longitudinal, lateral.
becomes hybrid
finds
    a solution

runs parallel
   chases, takes tracking shot,
edits, splices.,
dices
  chases, runs
away from
enters into, escapes
                         out of

connives, convinced,
consumes
    is consumed by

darkens,
    enlightens
extends
    goes out on a limb
shifts and returns back to
resolves then rescinds

enhances, romances,
shadows, throws
shade upon

thinks better worlds, best
world

worst life we
can imagine

worst reality, surreal actuality,
horror show entirely

ones we
     are born into
                die in
die from

are enshrined in
remain remembered

unless
    resurrected, reincarnated,
renewed, reinvented
            simply born again

all things
      designed and created unless
worked it
all out themselves
        (what works
best
   for them)

generating their very being
out of something
rather than
nothing

why is there something
rather than nothing?

why
    is there anything

when
   nothing is central, primal,
presupposes
   logically, mathematically
essential

look at yourself
    plain as day you
just appeared out of nowhere

nothing
   so
    much the deeper

beyond
all conjecture

wiser
    than

we could ever fathom
from the very beginning
before
   the beginning by
inescapable design

such a grip on the plan

SALVATION

SALVATION

maybe I might
have forgotten myself
at that moment
of chaos and crisis

have forgotten to tell you
you have
become goddess
the most
beautiful thing
in the Universe

divine object of
the adulation of the stars

beloved dream of
all of us
     self included

who
   have known you
loved you
longed for you, wanted you

worshipped you
         from this intimate near

or
    as with me

so deeply
    from afar

that chaos, that crisis
stuff of supernova
of exploding galaxies

put
   to one side

alien to
     the quiet order and
system
and
   death by
intensity

of
which I
for the peace that is
light and
sort of
      respite

       guess I should write
being perhaps
some salvation

YET ANOTHER

YET ANOTHER

wrote a poem
crashed and burned

nice and crispy
in my coffin

no big deal
this grandest of exits
doesn’t make me
a rockstar
or anything

just another wannabe
following that script

so faithfully followed
right now
you might think it
an algorithm

that old self-destructive
yearning
      for excess

yet another convert
to the great
Arthur
     Rimbaud paradigm

BELONG

BELONG

Sufi Mufti
Grand Wazoo

feels like abracadabra
like verbal algebra
tuneful vowels
rolling
off my tongue

Shia Shia
Sunni Wahabi

and you Omar Khayyam
and disciples of Rumi

out in the desert
looking for rose
of beauty
woman

whose every
move a poem
every word
divine bliss

something mystical about
these Persian angels

something that drives the soul
to write
its love on sand

and me
in Heaven as I spell
out the logic
of this grammar in
full
linguistic mouthful
after mouthful

searching as I speak
for place to
belong to

if you
would have me belong

TECHNICAL

TECHNICAL

let this
be a breeze

a zephyr if you will
whistling around
your ears

better use
this term respecting
your
preference for
the physical

wish
to be technical

perfect weather for kite
and magic carpet alike

swing-
       wing metaphor

exact
careful prosody

plotting your flight path
to the end of the page
(unless
     such velocity

you escape
      to deep space)

EMPTY

EMPTY

had five friends
around for roulette

Boris
Leonid
Sasha
Dimitri
Natasha

played all night
lost every time
around the
table
    perfect hexagon

my luck deserting me
every time
      nothing doing
my
   life clicked empty
.
poems
     spent shells

dead on the floor
before
    anyone might

tragically inspired
stoop to read them

much
   dull fun, real drear, in
   this
     deathly writing business,