IN TRUTH

IN TRUTH

in truth
we must
despite all its
articulations
obfuscations

poetry is
a species of denial

exposing and hiding from
what we
         know
      but refuse to see

many times have I confessed
to
   and debated this
consulting my Muse
best at
    providing unique
analysis

as to why these words
never say
   what I wish
they would say
reveal what
      I pray they might
reveal

just play that game
of signs
       that is ultimately, me

FELLOWS

FELLOWS

is dream
about the dreamer

or the dream?

  Kurt Godel
  Zhuangzi
               Mauritz
Escher
         Italo
          Calvino

help
   me out
fellows    please re-
        direct me

sorry to
         name-drop

this very thought
has got me tongue-
twisted                  lost
in the
      labyrinth
that is the brain

         and one if not
all of you

may just have the key

IN THEORY

IN THEORY

words
words
words

put horizontally
put vertically

are what he tells the President
he is reading

and what is the difference
between a prince and
a pauper and
a prince and a
president
at the end of the day?

you
ask.me

Oh let me travel to
the end of my leash, reach
the end
of my tether

sojourn in Paris, lounge
on the left bank
become
     eternal student

many a brilliant idea imported
along with appertifs
and expressos

as I chart my way
developing the system
to conquer
        limitation, figure out
what is
    different

a system so open and

yet subtle

it can pre-
          determine every nuance

eveb as it crosses the page idly
as any other text

word word word
         text

        (nothing we believe ever
outside a text)

SHOTS

SHOTS

Turing me if you must
test my
      human sensitivities
scrupulously Voight-Kampff me

tell me
    this poem is light dark
high low

pure
     outflow of binary merely

everything on this page
is dictated by the code

thought I was calling shots
standing authorial, true-
voiced before you

but this is
         stuff of fiction, cloth
of dreams

metaphor built upon
                        metaphor

until the world
itself is
          metaphor built
upon digital solid ground

for as Barthes, the Paris boss of signs
will tell you
       (tell you if indeed
                     her were alive)

the author died, his
                          death redemptive

as dead cyber writing being
         trying to tell myself I thrive.