TED

TED

…as if the stone’s mind came feeling
A fantasy of directions
                  
                            “Pibroch”)
       
                   
it is a Winter truth:
every
    library is
a mausoleum

every poem
a tomb

I think it must have been,
if memory serves, in
an old revamped cotton
trade building
that I sat amidst a throng
of hopelessly
eager Mancunians

devouring your every
brooding, grizzled,
Yorkshire syllable

seemingly homespun, yet
distinctly Oxbridge academic,
web of
   sturdy twine

each thick, visceral, seed-
spilling phrase
     falling like iron
parables
on every kind of ground

Mozart, shark,
  hawk from a handsaw,
you were
obviously speaking
of yourself

as we all do
                 (be do)

metal scraping white ceramic

outside
   I am released into the gravel air

pause
  for a moment to think of Sylvia

****

old stone
older even than
the cathedrals of conquest
my ancestors
                  built everywhere

petrified
    as to what I might find

I too fish for archetypes
rustic rivers, industrial canals

stuff down there for sure
with more
    skewed history than
sets of pram wheels

dull green-gray these waters
of artifice
        nothing gurgling yet
we
    were no doubt told
means to
our emancipation

***

my grandfather buried here
think he
      might have cultivated
a bit of interest
in the craft you
were here espousing

my boys
were the poets of his war

the ones
who died writing, or
returned
     to ditch their medals
at the river bottom

common trade
common seam

                  painful
                  perpetual

clear as the first sharp
thought in the mind of a stone.

BUT THEN

BUT THEN

poets marrying poets
do not do well

let me labour
the obvious: on
the one hand

Ted
   on the other

Sylvia

and on the other
      I leave that to those
scrutinizing their
letters
   delving into
           their lives

this whole enterprise
a dubious affair looking
                for dubious affairs

something
     about love and poetry

in this configuration
such a curious mismatch

amusing in a sense

    but then there is death