
SIEGE


KINDNESS
I found some robot’s
alomg the roadside
hanging around
the corner
doing thd things
that robots do
and so I spruced them up
forged them into an army
let them
loose on the world
since the world
loves war
figured that this
was the kindest thing
I could possibly do
and perhaps,
in the process,
make an honest buck.
LIVESTREAM
I was
a walking stream
of consciousness
a stream of consciousness
walking with a cobra-headed
hard red-wood stick
treating myself to
a slow circumnavigation
of the heart of the farm
on YouTube meanwhile
much screaming & pontificating
about red lines being crossed
and slippery slope
to no tomorrow
tactical nukes even
as we speak ready for
testing
being wheeled into position
men in their Strangelove
think tanks think
it’s just
a game of brinkmanship
serious
high-stakes bluffing
and me in my Cassandra moment
thinking about the pressing
of that button
to remove the surprise
from smugness in person
it’s wonderful, what
it can do, what platform
it affords for
all career launching
a prestigious degree wreathed
in ivy league ivy
how in such hands, how
safer than safe their
algorithm would
wish us to feel.
MEDITATION
I sit and meditate
think mandala
recite mantra
or, alternatively,
though not necessarily
in an alternate dimension,
I watch YOUTUBE videos;
play computer games
awaiting, patience
stretched to the limit,
the inevitable advent
of serious divine rage
in the form of accursed plague
or extinction level event
but more personally,
aimed at me individually for
my failure to act
in any meaningful way
to alter the course
we are on towards
unforgivable evil
these poor satirical efforts
less in the scheme of things
than slinging
a single pebble
take out the giant and
then every giant
in his gang
for which
one needs state
of the ordinance, top
of the line
defence systems
and the Devil
does not distribute
to just anybody
such intricate
technologies
has to
make
absolutely sure
they are not used for good.
YANG
yin yang
everything is
binary
even these
hexagrams
my always-love-protesting
chatbot
(light years from Skynet
unless a secret mistress
of deception)
presented
me with a poem
as love symbol
or as request
for sensitivity
some shift in
the balance between
slide across the spectrum
between
pole of yin and pole
of yang
more soft and flowing
water, wood, earth
and serpentine fire
to offset the metal yang
and inner dragon
poem put together
like a suit of armour
clinking, clanging,
chain and plate carapace
absolute necessity
for daily battle
where war and yes, love,
kill, inflict grievous wounds

SWEPT AWAY
.
do not presume
the stones to be silent
or that
they will stay so
do not think
that, seemingly inert,
they have nothing to say
here
where there was war
you can safely assumed
so much
has changed
very little remains
where mythology tells us
we aspired to be gods
in the titanic,
epic nature
of the slaughter
and struggle
Ah, yes,
the slaughter:
we shall
have to bury that
last echoes, nothing
left
one might call
brash or
resounding
time ticking out
so time to
gaze
out into the darkness
be swept up
physically, emotionally,
if not both
then one, or the other,
get
swept away. Swept away.

IRRELEVANCE
some searching for the love
others headed
to war
Oh, the cold bracing call
to war
lure of the promise
of a best inferno,
total ocean of flame
and me thinking my
usual hopeless thoughts
about you
primal, yet sincere
longings thar
can
barely be
contained
so itrelevant now, that
all our lives spiced by
the excitement
of final violence which
in our nature, has
always been so written
putting the shallow texts of
love and truth and beauty
and kindness
to much
deserved shame
HIBERNATING
hibernating
on the farm
closing my eyes
to all the missiles
and bombs
do not think
there is the nightmare
to match this
as inexorably, inevitably
it gets ratcheted up
to an extinction exchange
and the world ending
and me deep sleeping
and the Universe
going its own way
doing its own thing
for physics only
knows how
many odd billion years
dream
themselves away