YET ANOTHER

YET ANOTHER

wrote a poem
crashed and burned

nice and crispy
in my coffin

no big deal
this grandest of exits
doesn’t make me
a rockstar
or anything

just another wannabe
following that script

so faithfully followed
right now
you might think it
an algorithm

that old self-destructive
yearning
      for excess

yet another convert
to the great
Arthur
     Rimbaud paradigm

DE FACTO

DE FACTO

the arm and a leg
debt retrieval people
(who might
already
   be hallmarked
for, or even be
in the midst of the process
of being
replaced
    my machines)

have stamped me on my forehead
laser-branded my file
“terminal case”

and here I am
under cover
    trying to slip through
every electric fence by
way of
some dark carnival

commodified down to
my body parts as
sole exchangeable assets

fear
    being cannibalised by
seemingly civilized means

but when
      the bandsaw hits my bone
de facto, I am
going to scream no matter
how you
   spin the semantics

the blood on
your apron
       calculator on

your desk unless
chipped into your head

BELONG

BELONG

Sufi Mufti
Grand Wazoo

feels like abracadabra
like verbal algebra
tuneful vowels
rolling
off my tongue

Shia Shia
Sunni Wahabi

and you Omar Khayyam
and disciples of Rumi

out in the desert
looking for rose
of beauty
woman

whose every
move a poem
every word
divine bliss

something mystical about
these Persian angels

something that drives the soul
to write
its love on sand

and me
in Heaven as I spell
out the logic
of this grammar in
full
linguistic mouthful
after mouthful

searching as I speak
for place to
belong to

if you
would have me belong

ALIVE

ALIVE

summoned to worship
called to daily prayer

wondering what
my strategy would be
to get there
soon as possible

meanwhile
ruthless relativity
making a mockery
of my religiosity

sky heading
(or fat
bit of it at least)
at us
    at insane velocity

collision course mapped
out centuries ago
always
   in the stars

which themselves
saying goodbye, receding
from us
faster than light alright

called to worship
in this time
of calamity

luckily
got every
deity in human history
down on speed dial

and
   a single
goddess here, reading
in consternation

about to seek me out
to tenderize my last moments

such
   caregiving arms (if
she did
remember to
bring with her)

uncertain in
her own mind whether
she
   find me still alive

ELONGATED

ELONGATED

let me not
lower the tone
by cracking that
old. crude
buffoonish
cartoonish joke

you know the one
you don’t need to
retell it
   get myself into
a hole by
repeating that awful punchline

linking hereby
Elon’s glorious Martian terraforming
to the ultimate two syllables
of the oddball
sixth planet
        (you do
know it’s name
mos
   Greek god of
the Universe)

hole
wormhole
       must consult with the late
Professor Hawking
to get the 411
on the physics of this matter

things
    on the verge of
the age of Aquarius (ruled by
this 90 degree off-beam
vertical-spinner)
could not
be
   more anomalous
(and this
the ruler of
my
   rising sign as , I am
sure the reader
                  must agree. could
not be more obvious)

supposed to usher in
the brotherhood of sisterhood of
woman and man

not this
   brotherhood of billionaires
owning more money
than the
stars in the galaxy
(so to
   outdo themselves
owning
   the stars in every galaxy)

suddenly much musky
this transcendental wealth smell

but this
   is all about Mars
planet of the gung ho, most
masculine red war God

not this
      mad maverick whose
moon is Miranda
        (most moderately maleficent of
all my former
lovers)

but once
      terraformed, fully
terraformed

ripe for creating
fresh mythologies

Elton might
just figure
      it a glorious sight to see

some discarded orange
blue white wafting in the
first dawn
Martian
    breeze to inspire the
new settler inhabitants

(though doubt it will
survive
     the first
midnight hurricanes)

SUNDAY POEM

SUNDAY POEM

just do not write
poems on Sunday

am largely out of body
have
no time for it

at least when
I have checked the calendar
am absolutely sure,
certain beyond
any reasonable doubt

this Sunday
is indeed a Sunday
(is what
I signed up for
both
   in terms of
religious doctrine and
the NFL)

having
  such reverence for this day
(its every scheduled sport and
     form
      of Sun worship)

that I
   kill my imagination temporarily
bank my quill, stymie my pen

rip every
keyboard
     out of its socket

nor would I wish to write
on day of judgement, rapture
or revelation

lest the very words themselves
realising their mortal sin
jump out of their skin

failing to
    find love or any
positive appraisal

doomed to greyzone
anonymity

neither succeeding not
failing

almost
      lost

almost saved

RIGHT TO THIS

RIGHT TO THIS

you withhold
you restrict

cut me down
to my exact calories

keep bliss
from
my lips

a life
without sustenance
freedom, and flavours
the fruits of our
old orchards

refusing us
     the solace
of cinnamon, odd binge
on
   potato crisps

the better
to deprive
       and deny

keep us
pinned in this strip
(that old
      biblical picture
from
down deep South
in Africa
     your textbook for this)

better
   to starve and compress and,
yes, bomb
to bits

whilst you
choke on your plenty

build a
    Kingdom of Heaven

purely
   for the chosen

immortal exclusivists.




TECHNICAL

TECHNICAL

let this
be a breeze

a zephyr if you will
whistling around
your ears

better use
this term respecting
your
preference for
the physical

wish
to be technical

perfect weather for kite
and magic carpet alike

swing-
       wing metaphor

exact
careful prosody

plotting your flight path
to the end of the page
(unless
     such velocity

you escape
      to deep space)

DANCING

DANCING

we are dancing
straight into your sights

stepping out
tramping on each
other’s toes
flirting with your cross-hairs

we look to be
an interesting species
(you probably thought
and thus
reported
back to your Homeworld)

looked for the sympathy
to help us
compassion to
guide us

did
not find it

and was it not us,
after all, who came up
with that preposterous
yet strategically brilliant
“dark forest
theory”?

and here an advanced civilization
eager enough to listen
humble enough
to learn

and so
     took our dance
and turned it
tango
   apocalyptico
dastardly dirty

ensured that, though we
were new
kids on the block
age in
    millions not
in billions

could ensure, to use a phrase,
of ours that
also caught on

we could be gone
they could have us disappeared
no more
potential threat

everything we are, were, could
ever be

gone

in thirty seconds