CHESS LOVER

CHESS LOVER

In his game with you
he was playing
like Conan the Barbarian
wanting to
crush you, enslave you,
scatter your pieces
to the four winds
hear
the lamentation
of you as woman

in my game with you
I got steamrollered

my king wanting
to die quietly
in his own bed
or your own bed

my king, my queen and
all my pieces
wanting to lie
checkmated
by you

with most and least chess-
loving prejudice ever imaginable.

MATE

MATE

I sacrificed my queen
in order to
mate you

a checkmate can be
a poem, bars of
beautiful music
a dance faultkessly
choreographed

and my queen
back in the box
linchpin of the attack that
left my
ppponent devastated

no one
ready for the sudden
unleashing of my
tactical
tour-de-force

and you
so gracious in defeat

we ran through those moves
until it was the case
she would never forget them

I sacrificed my queen
finding a beautiful forced mate

SINCE

SINCE

I was cooing
and gurgling mightily

all those years ago
the day I was born

some few years after
the war to end
all wars
(part two)

so unbelievably lucky
to live in a world where
since then

no one
in Syria, Lebanon, Rwanda,
Angola, the Falklands, Iraq,
Eritrea, Algeria
Vietnam or Ukraine

has died or been wounded
or in any way
been inconvenienced by war

such as being
covered in white phosphorus, Sarin gas
or napalm
shredded by machine gun
disembowelled by rocket
burnt to a crisp
by hot cluster bomb

and me gurgling away happy
happy happy

stupidly convinced
I had been brought
into a world

where such things
would not could not

must never
be allowed to happen

MUST BELIEVE (FOR RYUICHI SAKAMOTO)

MUST BELIEVE (FOR RYUICHI SAKAMOTO)

where does it come from?
where has it disappeared to?

those opening notes leaving me spellbound

bridge and chorus
taking me far away

I hear you and the angels
and devils of my nature
drop what
they are doing

in their rush to love
sign a peace pact
crazily meant
to
last forever

but whilst it echoes
in my ears refusing to die
I reckon,
must believe
that I am safe

SNAIL

SNAIL

snail
sings itself to sleep
inner voice
resounding in
that shell

recites thd numbers
of the fibonacci
sequence

better than
counting sheep

easier to segue into
fable of a cosmos
it cannot see
but feel

golden spiralling into
imagining itself stuff
of a star such as lens and

book of
belief
assure us we are

snail-like centuries
to get us this far

ALTAMIRA

ALTAMIRA

poem is
when the world
goes binary

poem is
in that darkness
and separation
in a fever of deprival-
induced hallucination

animals in all
our wildness
flash upon
and through the white
cave wall

and we
see everything
suddenly our whole story

shifting revelation
of shapes and forms

death and life
in dance of fusion

and even in depth
of darkness

light
of suns, message of
a star

VOICES

VOICES

those voices
surge, they burn

promise to become
incandescent, and
threaten it too

behind
this shield of gases, vapours
we do not see the odd
star dance, others
as the old tale tells,
stopped
in their tracks

to hear such spluttering lives
take flame, exult, exalt

as if
they were lines
in the same grear epic
one great poem
one pure song

the hall echoing for
years thereafter

.this empty hall echoing
still echoing if only
we could still hear it

compare it to the sound of
the ice cracking, seismic
ripples
and tears

as
our voices lost
our poetry gone

the world chooses silence
and now fragments