PIZZAZZ
wanted
to find history
found
mythology
history as
lie
exaggeration
archetype
sheer pizzazz
(what you
get when
you stuff
a trumpet with
New
York pizza)
PIZZAZZ
wanted
to find history
found
mythology
history as
lie
exaggeration
archetype
sheer pizzazz
(what you
get when
you stuff
a trumpet with
New
York pizza)
BUKOWSI POEMS
BUKOWSKI
the old typewriter
is trying to seduce
Bukowski
endeavouring
to drag him to her table
across the room
so much inertia
here
to conquer
and words he needs
to write
clogged up toxins
he needs
to get out of his system
and balance
the creative lassitude
of his celebrated life
LOOKING FOR OUR OWN BUKOWSKI
we rule
the world in rugby
so why should we not
rule the world, the Continent,
the galaxy
with our Bukowski’s
was
the premise of a reality show
and now I am hurtling
in a van
fresh from the airport
looking to find our own Bukowski
combing the bars, scouring
the shebeens looking
for a soul out there in
as yet ungentrified Cape Town
able to
distil door and
alcohol into poetry
to drive us rhapsodic
with his laconic drawl
will we find him?
will we find him?
trying to get
hype-machine into
top gear to
drum up a hype machine
inflect those all
so precious ratings
thinking of the format
as we drive
thinking of every
future episode
pots of gold at the end
of this wholly contrived
quite
amazing rainbow
can see
those lips moving in
my mind’s-eye camera
as we chat even now
BLUEBIRD
there’s a Bukowski in my heart
that wants to get out
and in the heart of that Bukowski
a bluebird that needs
to learn
to fly
but first
crack its shell, hatch,
escape, aspire
for the sky and
outer
space beyond
but as
for that Bukowski
I have no
whiskey for
him
no cigarettes
to dole out
and, to add
to my ignominy, no
checkout girls to
flirt with
grocery clerks to give me
at most a second glance
best
I can do, best
I can get
is mountain of
rejection slips, is
debt collectors swarming,
crawling
all over my ass
yet
he survives, he obdures
this Bukowski with
his bluebird
how
it be so
I just
cannot express
DANTE
and there
at the very centre
of Hell
we find
Dante
tortured for eternity
for libelling those
above his
station
the justice perfect
the irony beautiful
everything in accord
for one whose wicked faith
could not
comprehend
that the Universe
has its golden favourites
who
should always
be worshipped, venerated
by those for whom
they are
their betters
the writers
of the law
always
above and beyond the law
on this angel and devil
could
not be more
united
it is
their common understanding,
their jealously
shared faith
TAI CHI
I saw you in those
Facebook AI generated
Tai Chi adverts
desperate
to shed that belly
and the sixty pounds extra
some Tai Chi exercises
promising
if not the elixir of youth
at least some
potent Eastern
magic spell
to drive that faltering
wife back into
your arms
all-a-greedy, and
from other women, at last,
many a covert smile
but body aside
it’s the brain, your brain,
turned futile, gone
AWOL, that
we most
need to fix, with
poetry
I do think, poetry
best for this
sonnet before bedtime
and when
it comes to world
of smarts, a miracle soon
in sight
reversing the
ratio, restoring
the balance
between
supply and demand
(zero
supply, infinite demand)
THREE EMILY POEMS
EMILY (BUTCHER)
those serial killer eyes
that butcher’s smock
dead give aways
told you are a poet
I would have put
good money on
you writing
thus exactly
your writing desk an
abbatoir
where you carve and cure
your fillet steak
cut thick or
thin, made
to exact measure
horrible and gorgeous
how when I read
a line
I can taste
the blood
would you like your
poetry rare, Sir, or au
tartare
the potatoes, greens,
well these we can give you
done well done
all the way from
crunchy crisp
to
rock hard
sweeter than sweet when
you sing
the soul’s dark song though
solitary in the darkness, none
so intrepid as
to join, let
alone sing along
****
EMILY (SAVAGE)
Oh, my
quiet savage
everything about
you so starched white
yet underneath
along the underbelly
seething
simmering
and me
ready to come to the party
having drunk
a gallon of French symbolism
bordeaux sweet but also
Paris Richelieu
every syllable so smooth
every progression
as seductive
as it might
possibly be
together
let us then
aim for a masterpiece
chuck in a bucket
all that forever contradicting
itself Whitman democracy
sail
down the Seine
go full
Rimbaud
Mallarmé
total
raging Baudelaire.
****
EMILY MASHUP
(a Dickinson/Leone mashup)
she good
she bad
and she
way beyond Tuco Ramirez ugly
(very
definition of Nietzsche’s
sense of beyond)
she the three –
way duel, three
pistoleros, shadows
one
self
the civil war graveyard
extreme longshot
close up
zoom
Mexican
stand-off of all time
CHESS
a round peg
in a square game
minds as scrupulous
as serial murderers’
send there
the Knight, with its
principle of rotation
key to
the deconstructive
logic of
the game
and me
learning so little
even by
process
of accretion
not yet close to
developing
the whole 360 grandmaster
vision
no one going to put
me in
a King’s
Gambit TV series
great
move coming on its way
telling
the camera to push in
no here
the lens would get
my blunders skewered
and defeat be
syncopated to those
ruthless clocks
and those
white black zombies
skeletons of whatever
mythological
demons
mystical angels
shipped back to the shelf
in coffin-lidded box
leaving me
to muse on the distance
between myself and
the mystery
at the heart
of this pattern
player
and pieces
light and dark
death
and life
defence
attack
all falling
into place within
this great
little
arena
files a to h
ranks one to eight
such
sweet symmetry
to this
on-going trial
error torment, perpetual debate
constant revision
in practice
theory
square the hypotenuse
on black white bishop diagonal
chess as life
chess as being
NIKOLA
Tesla man
is reaching
for the stars
Tesla man
is gobbling up
prime
real estate
on Mars
back at the ranch
as we South Africans say
the real Nikola Tesla
died penniless
living in poverty
could have given
us free electricity, available
everywhere
but what
would that have done for profits?
MOSSLEY SURREAL
(LONG STORY)
I was there the day
Mossley, town
of my birth,
went
as surreal as it could
the day this, little Pennine town
hosted a visit by
the completely surreal
and me
in my parents’ nice
little 40s brick
semi-detached house
up to their crazy nonsense
I was to yet figure out
down from Manchester
(where I would go
to university) on
a camel, in a caravan,
the surreal
on its way
to mess
with our field gray
Northern Englishness
us afterthoughts of Empire
who maybe
had not seen better days
too early to
pose the existential threat
of psychedelia
doom us
to a world of
Sergeant Pepper colours
snarling Jagger Stones
up
in your face
though our
little Tame river flowing
to become
the Mersey
certain to
back wash everybody one day
in the full
Lennon-McCartney
helter-skelter
Walrus, Strawberry Fields
awakening experience of
full-flood
hallicinatory Liverpool
sound
fish and chips, that staple fare,
squid, octopussified
by the brush
of the immortal Dali
decades before
colonization
by McDonald’s
and then the vagrants, puppets,
teddy boys and
ne’re do wells
up on the moors turned
raging rebel
nor did the Anglican Church
up in Micklehurst
for all
its solid stone and
hegemonic presence
survive this
assault
unscathed, do any better
and me
just ten and
confused as shit, but sticking
my neck out to
understand what
going on
laughing my head off
as this
my little
former world went wrong
that head
rolling rolling rolling
the length of England down
to Southampton
for crisis crisis
my father fired and
can get
no job
trying his luck
in an apartheid white
Christian national
land
and me
long story
living that
bad surreal through
to its
happy surreal end
in my twilight as
overly surreal sort
of South African
living at
a distance
British revolutions
in sound
CRISP
the angel
is fixated
cannot
take its eyes
off the nuclear
clock now
only
seconds from midnight
using every effort
supreme act of will
to try
and retard
since no hope of reversing
damned thing
ticking
keeps
on ticking
bringing
ecstatic hope
to zionists everywhere
for whom
if only it
might move a
little faster
praying for rapture
urging it on
leaving our angel
baffled beyond belief
struggling
with basic comprehension
unable to even
hesitate a guess as to
how they are
going to get
to lift
themselves up
all
the way to
high Heaven
if gone in a flash
burnt to a crisp
sick to the bone via
billions of Roentgens
of radiation
TELL ME
tell me
tell me
more more more
about that blue guitar
the Picasso painting one
upon which you
changed everything
writing this classical
exposition in and between
risk and damage
reports
a mountain of which
already in
your out tray
and me too
did spend time
in the insurance industry
but was thrilled beyond measure
to hear
that there is a music
so powerful it is
antithesis to same
and Emperor of Ice Cream
what can you
tell me
about this
the statistics that went into
its exact calculations
every day spent
in the underwriting office
filling my pockets
with stolen office slips
the reverse sides of which
scribbled with phrases
images (not even
lines) things
I was kind of hoping
one day,
magically
might (my finale of seem)
turn into poetry