BUKOWSKI POEMS

BUKOWSI POEMS

BUKOWSKI

the old typewriter
is trying to seduce
Bukowski

endeavouring
to drag him to her table
across the room

so much inertia
here
to conquer

and words he needs
to write
clogged up toxins
he needs
to get out of his system

and balance
the creative lassitude
of his celebrated life


LOOKING FOR OUR OWN BUKOWSKI

we rule
the world in rugby

so why should we not
rule the world, the Continent,
the galaxy
with our Bukowski’s

was
the premise of a reality show
and now I am hurtling
in a van
fresh from the airport
looking to find our own Bukowski
combing the bars, scouring
the shebeens looking
for a soul out there in
as yet ungentrified Cape Town
able to
distil door and
alcohol into poetry

to drive us rhapsodic
with his laconic drawl

will we find him?
will we find him?

trying to get
hype-machine into
top gear to
drum up a hype machine
inflect those all
so precious ratings

thinking of the format
as we drive
thinking of every
future episode

pots of gold at the end
of this wholly contrived
quite
amazing rainbow

can see
those lips moving in
my mind’s-eye camera
as we chat even now


BLUEBIRD

there’s a Bukowski in my heart
that wants to get out

and in the heart of that Bukowski
a bluebird that needs
to learn
to fly

but first
crack its shell, hatch,
escape, aspire
for the sky and
outer
space beyond

but as
for that Bukowski
I have no
whiskey for
him
no cigarettes
to dole out

and, to add
to my ignominy, no
checkout girls to
flirt with
grocery clerks to give me
at most a second glance

best
I can do, best
I can get
is mountain of
rejection slips, is
debt collectors swarming,
crawling
all over my ass

yet
he survives, he obdures
this Bukowski with
his bluebird

how
it be so
I just
cannot express

DANTE

DANTE

and there
at the very centre
of Hell

we find
Dante

tortured for eternity
for libelling those
above his
station

the justice perfect
the irony beautiful

everything in accord
for one whose wicked faith
could not
comprehend

that the Universe
has its golden favourites
who
   should always
be worshipped, venerated
by those for whom
they are
their betters

the writers
of the law
always
above and beyond the law

on this angel and devil
could
    not be more
united

it is
their common understanding,
their jealously
shared faith

TAI CHI

TAI CHI

I saw you in those
Facebook AI generated
Tai Chi adverts
desperate

to shed that belly
and the sixty pounds extra
some Tai Chi exercises
promising
    if not the elixir of youth
at least some
potent Eastern
magic spell
      to drive that faltering
wife back into
your arms
     all-a-greedy, and
from other women, at last,
many a covert smile

but body aside
it’s the brain, your brain,
turned futile, gone
AWOL, that
we most
     need to fix, with
poetry
   I do think, poetry
best for this

sonnet before bedtime
and when
        it comes to world
of smarts, a miracle soon
in sight

reversing the
                 ratio, restoring
the balance
between
     supply and demand

(zero
      supply, infinite demand)

THREE EMILY POEMS

THREE EMILY POEMS

EMILY (BUTCHER)

those serial killer eyes
that butcher’s smock

dead give aways
told you are a poet
I would have put
good money on
you writing
   thus exactly

your writing desk an
abbatoir
     where you carve and cure
your fillet steak
cut thick or
thin, made
to exact measure

horrible and gorgeous
how when I read
a line
I can taste
the blood

    would you like your
poetry rare, Sir, or au
              tartare

the potatoes, greens,
well these we can give you
done well done
       all the way from
crunchy crisp
to
   rock hard

sweeter than sweet when
you sing
the soul’s dark song though

solitary in the darkness, none
so intrepid as
      to join, let
         alone sing along

     ****
EMILY (SAVAGE)

Oh, my
quiet savage

everything about
you so starched white

yet underneath
along the underbelly
seething
     simmering

and me
ready to come to the party

having drunk
a gallon of French symbolism
bordeaux sweet but also
Paris Richelieu
every syllable so smooth
every progression
as seductive
as it might
possibly be

together
let us then
aim for a masterpiece

chuck in a bucket
all that forever contradicting
itself Whitman democracy

sail
  down the Seine
go full
      Rimbaud
           Mallarmé

total
raging Baudelaire.

****
EMILY MASHUP
(a Dickinson/Leone mashup)

she good

she bad

and she
way beyond Tuco Ramirez ugly
(very
      definition of Nietzsche’s
           sense of beyond)

she the three –
way duel, three
pistoleros, shadows
one
       self

the civil war graveyard
extreme longshot
close up
             zoom

Mexican
stand-off of all time

CHESS

CHESS

a round peg
in a square game

minds as scrupulous
as serial murderers’

send there
the Knight, with its
principle of rotation
key to
the deconstructive
logic of
the game

and me
learning so little
even by
process
of accretion

not yet close to
developing
the whole 360 grandmaster
vision

no one going to put
me in
a King’s
Gambit TV series
great
    move coming on its way
telling
the camera to push in

no here
     the lens would get
my blunders skewered

and defeat be
syncopated to those
ruthless clocks

and those
white black zombies
skeletons of whatever
mythological
         demons
mystical angels

shipped back to the shelf
in coffin-lidded box

leaving me
         to muse on the distance
between myself and
the mystery
at the heart
      of this pattern

player
   and pieces
            light and dark
death
and life

defence
       attack

all falling
       into place within
this great
little
     arena
files a to h
ranks one to eight

such
  sweet symmetry
to this
on-going trial
error torment, perpetual debate
constant revision
in practice
           theory

square the hypotenuse
on black white bishop diagonal

chess as life
chess as being

MOSSLEY SURREAL (LONG STORY REVISED)

MOSSLEY SURREAL
(LONG STORY)

I was there the day
Mossley, town
of my birth,
went
  as surreal as it could

the day this, little Pennine town
hosted a visit by
the completely surreal

and me
in my parents’ nice
little 40s brick
semi-detached house
up to their crazy nonsense
I was to yet figure out

down from Manchester
(where I would go
to university) on
a camel, in a caravan,
the surreal
   on its way

to mess
with our field gray
Northern Englishness
us afterthoughts of Empire
who maybe
had not seen better days

too early to
pose the existential threat
of psychedelia
doom us
     to a world of
Sergeant Pepper colours
snarling Jagger Stones
up
   in your face
                 though our
little Tame river flowing
to become
the Mersey
        certain to
back wash everybody one day
in the full
        Lennon-McCartney
helter-skelter
      Walrus, Strawberry Fields
awakening experience of
full-flood
hallicinatory Liverpool
sound

fish and chips, that staple fare,
squid, octopussified
by the brush
       of the immortal Dali
decades before
colonization
     by McDonald’s

and then the vagrants, puppets,
teddy boys and
ne’re do wells
      up on the moors turned
raging rebel

nor did the Anglican Church
up in Micklehurst
for all
    its solid stone and
hegemonic presence
survive this
assault
       unscathed, do any better

and me
    just ten and

confused as shit, but sticking
my neck out to
           understand what
going on

laughing my head off
             as this
my little
    former world went wrong

that head
   rolling rolling rolling

the length of England down
to Southampton

for crisis crisis
    my father fired and
can get
no job

trying his luck
       in an apartheid white
Christian national
land

and me
       long story

living that
bad surreal through
                              to its

happy surreal end

in my twilight as
        overly surreal sort

of South African

living at
    a distance
         British revolutions
in sound

CRISP

CRISP

the angel
is fixated

cannot
take its eyes
off the nuclear
clock now
only
seconds from midnight

using every effort
supreme act of will
to try
   and retard
since no hope of reversing

damned thing
ticking
keeps
on ticking

bringing
ecstatic hope
to zionists everywhere
for whom
if only it
  might move a
little faster

praying for rapture
urging it on

leaving our angel
baffled beyond belief
struggling
     with basic comprehension

unable to even
hesitate a guess as to
how they are
going to get
to lift
    themselves up

all
the way to
high Heaven

if gone in a flash
burnt to a crisp

sick to the bone via
billions of Roentgens
of radiation

TELL ME

TELL ME

tell me
tell me

more more more
about that blue guitar

the Picasso painting one
upon which you
changed everything

writing this classical
exposition in and between
risk and damage
reports
      a mountain of which
already in
your out tray

and me too
did spend time
in the insurance industry

but was thrilled beyond measure
to hear
     that there is a music
so powerful it is
antithesis to same

and Emperor of Ice Cream
what can you
tell me
    about this
the statistics that went into
its exact calculations

every day spent
            in the underwriting office
filling my pockets
with stolen office slips

the reverse sides of which
scribbled with phrases
images (not even
lines) things
    I was kind of hoping
one day,
     magically
might (my finale of seem)
turn into poetry