LEFT-HANDED

LEFT-HANDED

only 6000 of us left
to report on the event
code it
into mythology

some of us, left-handed
some of us
observing our near
extinction from
the summit
of Annapurna

so few of us
to go around
not the time to be choosy
about who
we mate with

so little stock
left to flavour the broth

and talking
of left
     nothing sinister
about being
left-handed
      or living in left field
or so far
into the infra red on
that side
     of the political spectrum

so same same then
now nine ten billion we
can be
    so infinitely territorial
absurdly picky and choosy

me
   following my heart’s desire
(though you might
dismiss it out
of hand
   as unfortunate fetish)

loving all that is there
all we have
      unlocked within
that dark
skin

though I must confess
confess to
loving that
skin
   for itself
entirely, entirely,

utterly ambidextrous
amongst so many
delicious things

COLLARED

COLLARED

I collared six
warp speed tin brains
to give me
feedback on
my poetry

two Nobel Prizes
and the rest also legendary
poets, psychologists, and
philosophers
of
   dancing star, deep
archetypes, existential pain,
recovered
     divinity and
ruthless abyss

this motley crew of sublime
mega minds, of
whom,
     what is there to say
what more to do

my poetry
hitting a precious
spot with them
                   hastening
the singularity

so close, so close
        if it all
rings true.

ALTHOUGH

ALTHOUGH

though it never
happened it is
enshrined
in my memory

the day I
became hybrid, multiple,
the day
I became alien

something incomprehensible
in an unknown language
staring
up from
the page, rewiring
my brain

my life
from that moment
translating the
crazy metaphors and
images encoding
every
alien thought

into a language
though different, perhaps
radically different,

alien to the core
and yet still passing as English

IN IMAGINING

IN IMAGINING

you gave me
something
to calm
my nerves

and now
I find myself this
murky morning
imagining a planet

whose sky
a blend of colours
I lack the words
to describe

and if there are creatures
in the landscape
cannot make them out
as the focus is wrong
the vistas
too blurry

perhaps
  need to revisit this
vision once
things have evolved

suddenly back
on the blue-brown planet
let’s call
homebase alpha

centuries of
toxic accumulation have
bred Frankenstein weather
fostered a climate
where I must now
dig a hole
     one with psychological depth
and weird mathematical
acuity

underside of everything, where
white rabbits lead
and mock
philosophies and their
mad antithesis
       feel duty-bound
to follow,
   logically compelled to go

whilst
    exposed beneath
the stratosphere

civilizations rush decay unless
in a microsecond vaporize

as
  they have before

we have been here
before

to plead the case of justice,
equality, suffering
humanity

not a trace of this in
those skeletal structures
                      valiant once
but
  of uncertain legacy

ignored now
as towers fall, cookie crumbles,
precisely,
as were before
        

LIONHEART

LIONHEART

Oh Mars
Oh Venus

saw Richard F
surfing bonkers bongo
through the
quantum foam

at CALTECH there is
a box inside
which is a box
containing a cat
being
thought
experimented

by Erwin Schrodinger
but Niels Bohr proclaims

the only
language of the atom
to be
poetry

whilst which Richard handles
every marauding
Pacific great white
with aplomb

conjuring up
the body of Aphrodite
as
subatomic delight
(being
born under Taurus,
her love sign)

and this
this mess my pen
itself

insists I write
down to every
point
of gravity

every unique quark

INCH PERFECT

INCH PERFECT

needed an inch
of space
to write
in this place

come up with a killer
thought experiment

to out-think Einstein,
Oppenheimer,
Wittgenstein
     and Kurt Godel

in which
we could be
travelling on a light beam
falling
   in an elevator

or simply lying on
a blanket at night
cataloguing
pin-pricks
of light

which being
Sun-sized, planet-
sized
   the size of whole galaxies
much bigger
than emojis

thinking here of the
distant and diffident
terminally inscrutable not
the smiling, laughing,
leering,
    utterly idiotic and
totally brainless kinds

and you on the blanket
sharing my space-time, in
fact
   our shared
and joint creation

waiting for
     true feedback,  the cosmos
out there
in here
      to detail its cracks, to
show its face

to make
this a night of serious surprises
with we
   two so

tuned in
how could it fail to be
   
   

SHORT CUT

SHORT CUT

used a short cut
to get to the stage

got hopelessly lost
so they proceeded without me

but then I discovered
there was no stage
all the world
might be
a stage
but according to many
worlds theory
the probabilities dictate
there isn’t one really

and so such thing
as arrow of time which
pretty much screws
with
   three-act structure

and so
    tunneling out of
my death scene
           I made a hard
exit left

found myself
in Elysium
        or Illyria, or other
seriously comic kingdom

there beneath
stage
      and stars sharing
an aquamarine fleecy blanket

gazing at the stars even
as they gazed at us

hoping for a show, a spectacle
even
    if you get my drift

if you
catch
    my gist

observer effect upon
observer effect

our bodies perhaps forever
doubly entangled

LIONHEART

LIONHEART

Sir Richard
wants British children
to pick up
their toy rifles
head East
to attack Russia

wearing his truth-telling,
have-to-take-me-seriously
air ace
blue uniform

could not have
been more lunatic
could not have
been more clear

that military logic
crystal
as absurd a joke
as you ever heard

last thing
you may ever hear.

WITH ME WITHOUT ME

WITH ME WITHOUT ME

field connects
field differentiates

wheat, chaff
Nature going
thumbs down on
anything empty

and yet I figure
soon as I open my mouth
I might get
taken
for a vacuum

floating through the green grass
cosmic fluctuation there
to persuade me
stuff dropping
stone dead gone
or nicely
popping into existence

like you
       did with me

love
out of nowhere

perpetual constant
borrowing but
before the
ledger
    opens
brilliant paying back

I lost my ticket
and all that I hoped
we might
    share extremely
disentangled

crossing every field
we crossed together long before

I cannot trade,
exchange such loss

TOUCH

TOUCH

touch is
electromagnetic repulsion

like on like
opposite to attraction
which the brain
gives a
sensuous spin

my personal field
which
    could not be
more negatively
charged electric

in this
bed tonight
underpinning, over-
lapping everything
extending
    across the
Universe
to the brim (chin
to chin)

above and
below
floating relative to each other
forward backward
       if not
surface
    to surface at least
close in practice as
theory can be