SETTING (for JM Coetzee
on his 83rd birthday)
the pain
is embedded
has become
geological
so
deeply impacted
revelation is going
to be
extinction level
be seismological
and there we are (time
as we now
see
thing quite unreal)
looking down from
the reverse slope of Devil’s Peak
out over the flat suburbs
(dust and sand
of ocean reclaimed)
but your mind is
far into the interior
digging up the bones
that tell us
pain is history;
history pain
somehow they cannot convert
your cerebral into spectacle
no technicolour out there
to match your austere
somehow
intensity here has
of necessity to be
sharp
and sweet
somehow
these titanic currents, seas
meeting
twisting, contorting
all going to
flow ultimately
transformed
in that wash
for now
so precious little melding,
blending
hope
for the rude rudiments
of a comfort zone
(plane almost scraping the
lids off shanties take offs
and landings
whole other, true,
South Africa
cannot just wish away)
and there you are
delivered
of all our quandaries
all our questions
bitter conundrums
absorbing the crimson sunset light
in your paradise of refuge
do you
not think of us recall
what was lived through?
take a
last look our way
scan sky far
to the West where Sun
is forever setting
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