BACKYARD

BACKYARD

I did not sweat
through the missile crisis
I was too young, had
no idea where Cuba was
and it was too cold

testing an old siren
outside our school
fun
   sitting under my desk
practice
making perfect

that cold cold bipolar
war
    one wromg move
could get every bomb
from Kalinin to Siberia
heading for
my face
  every American base
.
but that’s geopolitics
and the worst of ideology

Oh
    beast, non-
                beast

bestial, non-bestial:

    wish there were a switch
to flick or dial to turn
to shift us, bounce
us between polarities

would be good for my
Mars in Aries issues, get
my return
      blow in first forgo
and concentrate
on kindness
     and diplomacy

and not stacking my missiles
or my anti missile missiles
right in
       your back yard