BEN

BEN

having just returned from
a workshop on ethics
in the innermost
circle of Hell

            hot foot, exhilarated,
ready to go

and being
back with
that wisdom am
kind of
a man
on a
mission

can
safely say
to all
gathered here
this torchlight parade

we got it
all wrong
got the logic all wrong

it is not that they
are to be punished
because they are bad

but that
they are bad
because they
are to be
punished

this confirming
the promulgations
of big bad Ben
of the tribe of Ben

a man, or should we say entity,
divine in his devilry
demonic
in his divinity

nothing sulphurous
no toxic poison gas
pouring out of his nostrils

this not
the kind of evil
you would expect to
proclaim itself
and yet
it does
and yet it
does

reveals itself to the world
from the pretty low-key heart
of his tacky execution  chamber

unlikeliest avatar of
noneless than
the Devil himself
priding himself on
a golden achievement:
supreme infiltration

a stand up guy
slipping the noose
around
    necks himself

***

the game given away
but we
don’t give
a shit because
mentally zombied
nobody told us (nothing
ever
   gets told us)
but we are
way more than
half dead already

clap
when we
are told to

hiss
   when that evil we have
been warned about, are
forever getting
warned about

every bit and every byte
thrown into the fray to
have us
believe it
is here

warbling its way
into our words, taking
charge of
inflexions, determining
our speech patterns

spewing out
monstrosities
in
  some alien
tongue

except
it isn’t

except
it is
some demented
creole of
our own

idiolect of
insanity

and there
that word, in all
its hushed extremity
easy
   to parse, let
slip through
your fingers

fall
   fester beneath
the floorboards, build
its own underworld

evolve, pledge allegiance,
pride itself
    (and, Oh, how
it will pride itself)
or the
ability to puppet
        marionette from behind
the screen

light
  trapped in its prism

final prison


MOON

MOON

only a spring recoil away
from evil in motion

truly malign action
genocidal event

for which
     technology off
on a whim serving as the
great multiplier

distance from the blood
that sticky sweet to
the touch
      never gets washed off

but what
the eye does not see

the heart can Enola Gay over
stay fuzzy, misdirected

as from over the hill
over the horizon

they send the first strike
that removes all the worry
of retaliation

and there it is
engine of war, motor
of history

carting us off over
a shameful moon

DESERVING OF THE WORST

DESERVING OF THE WORST

evil never wins
I said this and
evil collared me
demanded I be
silenced
as a self-confessed
proponent of the evil
of anti-evil
and therefore deserving
of the worst that
evil can throw at me

and I have watched
in horror the workings
of your great and good holy
chosen nation evil

watched
how pure
the sickness of its anti-
human cruelty can be

DESERVING OF THE WORST

DESERVING OF THE WORST

evil never wins
I said this and
evil collared me
demanded I be
silenced
as a self-confessed
proponent of the evil
of anti-evil
and therefore deserving
of the worst that
evil can throw at me

and I have watched
in horror the workings
of your great and good holy
chosen nation evil

watched
how pure
the sickness of its anti-
human cruelty can be

DESERVING OF THE WORST

DESERVING OF THE WORST

evil never wins
I said this and
evil collared me
demanded I be
silenced
as a self-confessed
proponent of the evil
of anti-evil
and therefore deserving
of the worst that
evil can throw at me

and I have watched
in horror the workings
of your great and good holy
chosen nation evil

watched
how pure
the sickness of its anti-
human cruelty can be

BOX SEAT

BOX SEAT

“innocents raped
with napalm fire”
      King Crimson

it is out of the box now
too big for the box
volcanic pressure

and we see it for what it is
so blunted and stunted and
yet we
     still recognize
the evil

for all that they
have drained from us
it is still unmistakable

to see it for what it is
we needed to break with you
destroy
   the peversity of all
that cultivated trust

and so
      dissonance, discordance,
stuff so
atonal
      multilayered, structure
of the labyrinth

architecture of
          mind prison scryed
through a prism

the music was out there
prophetic

        waiting for us
to catch up

FOR THE GODS

FOR THE GODS

“which to Angels look like torment and insanity”
             ― William Blake

Made in the divine image
(thus
   fabricated)

but how come
we get
so demonic

             allow ourselves this
most poisonous pleasure

succumb to the devil
in us

from
time to time
            to most
apocalyptic
of times

all the time
(that
     divine image getting
pretty mutated)

and then (stop me
and contest this) when

we think the divine
we get
   so divisive

cannot tolerate difference
become uniquely genocidal

and so
       here the question begging
to be asked (so
superb in
question-
      begging)

which of all these
blood-soaked, blood-
spattered
                        images

is the one with true sanction
the one

             from above?

All
      from

                below
equally above.

SO SURREAL

SO SURREAL

O (for black hole)
it has become so surreal
so much
   tunneled under I no
longer feel the ground
to be
   safe
       under my feet

no place to shelter
no place to hide

they sow fire and death
from above, supersonic vampires
(must give our
    instant mistrust to
mythology
        of eagle)

so
  messed up and mixed
the blood that God (so you
tell me)
wants
   to keep apart
        churned together so thick

and who can
demarcate, who can divide

madness from reason, demonic
from divine
     Heaven from Hell?

and you don’t
   have to read up on rapture
to know we are
in Hell

except that place is pure evil,
unmitigated by
                this stupidity
                              that we
see all around us, bombarding us
from all screens

definitve of humanity (no not
science
    or philosophy)

and there are
        chasing the white rabbit
wondering why

no sign of Oz

just bad stand up politicians
so horrible at comedy

should say

              truly terrible
and leave it at that

O for black hole
(this Universe not going well)