RETURN

RETURN

just returned
from the war

came back
scarred, horrified,
from killing people

all shapes
ages, sizes, many,
many

everyone of them
just like you

spiritually, emotionally,
psychologically

ticking all the boxes
in terms of
shared humanity
things
in common

yet
   in physical appearance
so crucially different

as per those small things
which
    really  really really matter
above everything,

nothing like you
or me
at all

SO FAR

SO FAR

so you were born/
cloned to
protect our crowning
achievement

our ability to
split the atom release
planet destroying power

which have become
so widespread every
nation, family,
individual
owns at least one

bare minimum
essential for humanity to survive

for without
fear of mutual destruction
what might
keep us civilized?

to destroy everything
wipe out one’s neighbours

every citizen across
the globe’s inalienable right

testimony to
the vast advances
in wisdom and knowledge
we have made so far

SPECIES

SPECIES

maybe

     as they

deepen

these divides
and dichotomies
are

not going to plunge the world
into civil war
upon civil war

no
   we could
find ourselves
            saved from self-
annihilation by the advent
of the
    simple, planet-saving,
evolutionary solution

allowing us
     to species-split along
all seams,
    do the most natural thing

become
as many kinds of hominid
as there are stars
in the firmament

since it seems impossible
that such an
    outcome

will scarcely allow
us to
    treat each other worse
than we
do now

or as
   unequally, unjustly, and, yes,
genocidally
    

DOLPHIN

DOLPHIN

ah! the ease, the effortlessness,
this dream is what you get
with being streamlined,
by
  thinking
free and deep

final shape emerging
through that brutal process
of secret, significant,
implicit choices

taking the evolutionary path
of torpedo, missile,
submarine

and here
       we have it
the latest model, built
for speed bursts, leaps zig-zagging
     at will across
the prow

pretty breathtaking for
us as we
     negotiate those swells
make our little journey

and you
    sewing it together, stitching
every seam

sea, beach,
cloud, mountain suddenly
fused, welded
together

glimpse for a moment
into a
       close but distinct
different Universe where
gravity seems
not
    to apply

and of friction
there be no need

PLATEAU

PLATEAU

it is a beautiful planet
a picture postcard world
without parallel

or once was,
somewhat in decline these days

but still, sadly,
a place of
barbarity, foreboding, danger
she dark imaginings
amongst
   it’s most extreme creatures

place where
            grace is
lethal
     colour is camouflage

and things
    have learnt the vital lesson
never to
      seem
   exactly what they be

and here we now return
after so much time
       to see
how much has changed
how much
remained the same

what exceeded
  and what fell short of,
far short of,
our expectations

must be something in
the atmosphere
         so inimical, utterly
resistant to
growth in awareness
movement to understanding

breathtaking when
you consider the lost potential

this need to settle
for
    permanent impasse

level
   down to
   low plateau

COSMETIC

COSMETIC

to the best
of my knowledge

no one asks
the planets
the stars
the galaxies
about their loneliness

not a single poet
single cosmologist

and so to
Earth

for God knows
how many centuries
the centre of everything

Hubble bubble
     popped that one
didn’t he

back to Earth exquisitely
nothing special

we got mountains we
got oceans
    boy have
    we got oceans

but under this curved sky
this vault of blue atmosphere

at least
talk of beauty,  the cosmos
cosmetic

to the best of my knowledge

LOVERS

LOVERS

millions
were making love
when the bomb
dropped

a fat few megatons
vaporized them instantly

moment when
dream and desire
annihilated themselves

love and death
in dark exactitude
of intensity
    so mirroring each
other

as if the species
was fucked from the moment it began

but
the poem still here

jury out
clock still ticking

lifetimes of love
still to resolve

UNDER WRAPS

UNDER WRAPS

Rutherford split it
in a laboratory
at my alma mater
                (kudos
to that)

then
     over Bikuni Atoll

air burst.
over Nagasaki

barely tested and
rushed into action
     could have ended all.wars
previously if
as
   conjectured
had set the atmosphere on fire

be thankful
for small mercies

atom split
world went hush-hush,
furtively fissile

pandora’s box within
a box within box
inside Schrondinger’s
thought-out, Cheshire cat
beaming
        wave collapse experiment

in Miss P box (box according
to Madane P (P for plutonium)
the weight of
secret subterfuge
lethality
of
   big lie

obviously satanic in its ceremony
dark critical mass

common (and uncommon
sense) dictating

must keep the sure thing
odds-on holocaust
forever
     under wraps

ISA

ISA

who here
at this time, in
this place,
truly believes
that Isa was
a prophet, truly
a divine messenger?

that was seminal about him
(peace be upon him)
was not that
he saved souls but
spoke for the poor, spoke
against Empire
performed miracles, cured
the sick
        raised the dead

less that
he preached his own divinity
than suffered
    for humanity

less that history
has him exalted, than
the evil
     of our nature
                   claimed as
his
   text, in
his name?

عيسى (عليه السلام) نبي الله الواحد الأحد