REVISED

REVISED

saw Adonis and Aphrodite
at the Heavy Metal ballet

watching barriers collapse
boundaries stretch

saw sheet metal fluted
rolled exquisitely sheer

the weight of those chords tempered with
grace, fluency
of style

and Adonis and Aphrodite
if not riveted in love
at least
holding hands

the truth of their narrative
so handsomely revised

the
years so softly silvering them,
their conquest of time

VAULT

VAULT

opened the vault
hadn’t looked that
deep inside
for a very
long time

found your
photograph back there
brought all that
loss, sadness
to my eyes

and you
standing behind me
so passed it to you

you
   looked sighed
kissed me softly
on the temple
   on the lips

this the place
where all roads meet

all secrets
revealed
       so close it must seem
to the end of time

DRIVING DOWN TO CAPE TOWN

DRIVING DOWN TO CAPE TOWN

driving down
to Cape Town to
honour your invitation

need to fill my veins
with the fuel
of liquid stoicism

fifty years since
we last laid eyes
on each other

fear a
single touch from you
and I might disintegrate

recalling that moment
where in your bedroom
I declined
   the sharing of the bed
and whatever
consequent pleasure

thinking this meaning so
much less
       so much less
for you

and now
me heading South
realizing
     in light of
this current sweet
                    invitation

how hopelessly wrong
I must have been