
EXPLODE



NAME OF THE GAME
how to write
a poem
how to
not write
a poem
right track
start
from scratch
now here’s a scratch
could work upon it
open
up
make into something
way bigger than
something your
domestic
feline
might deliver
leave a scar? there’s
always a
scar
par for the course,
name of the game
it is what
it is
your child, your offspring
looking nothing
like you
wanted it to look
saying nothing
like
you wanted it to say
you thought it would
stick to you
like a tatoo
change your voice, your look,
everything
inside, how
you see
the world
it’s just a poem, do not
fool yourself, on your way
to Sun, Star, Moon
Magician,
La Maison Dieu
become
the Tarot Fool
poem is
last word, final
analysis
when all
is said
and done: something,
nothing, something and
nothing
everything no one saw
every word you spoke
but didn’t see
foresee
.



MORE
at once
a suffering and
a fufillment
at once
ink and psint
and canvas
and wood
but
also blood
fast raw red arterial
but black where
death has
already infested
out in the heat, the cold,
across every extreme
I see you slaving
trying to bring
to state of
truth and beauty.
some murderous,
killing idea
there where the ice is
point at which
some
gas freezes, there
where flame can
easily smelt steel
maybe you should shred
smash crush
all that tortured you,
so altered you
by way of
acceptance and repentance
but she, the Muse,
has got her sting and fangs
and claws
deep into you
tells you
there is more, you
know there
is
still more
MUG AND BEING
five types
of bread
seven kinds
of beans
a bean smorgasboard on
a tiny toast
tell me Juliet
you are the expert
on the names
of things
could this bland name
cover
such a
stupendous thing?
or are we now forced
to jack up
our language
as common parlance
turns
cordon bleau, basic
foodstuffs
forget
their station in life
invert such an
ancestry to
plead
their case for
being haut cuisine?
once upon
a time
coffee was
just coffee
being
before essence
bean before
steam
and so much de Beauvoir
Sartre cafe existentialism
beat
poetry: Corso, Ferlinghetti
hinged upon it
but now
you need a handbook of
coffee phrase
and idiom, a coffee lexicon,
a coffee thesaurus
not just
spolit for choice but
thrown into
infinite quandary
whilst
business is buzzing
deals are
going down
brains going whole full
minutes without
delectable roast
flavour
indispensible caffeine
(unless caffeine
free because
trendy to be so special
stylish or
in caffeine
cold turkey)
to drink to take to eat
to go
dolce dolce rapido
latte expresso
sweetie
dear
would you like a house cup
cup of
house brand with
sublime piece oc toast
(actual piece of art)
and
the being of your beans?
Need your answer now
before
beford you very eyes
I percolate
become pure dream
MCCALL
you told me
about your beloved dog
whose name,
unforgivably,
I have forgotten
I am on my way
to forgetting everything
every day
the jigsaw puzzle
loses another piece
and the picture on the box
must have been replaced
because I would
swear by
all that is holy
I have
no knowledge of this one;
would attest
in a supreme court not
to have seen it before
not to have
seen you before, remembering
good times, the odd
great time
before it all went to Hell
turned cataclysmic
falling further from grace
than fallen angels
ever did
no pride, I guess it was,
that threw our
little world into
terminal
tail spin
the worst kind of pride, pride raging sad shadow
born of childhood pain
beyond our
undetstanding at the time
that time of which
you told me, your your legs
striding through
the veldt, dog whose
name
I have forgotten chasing
you, loyal
to a fault behind you
and me
not in this scene, here
just whisper
waiting for the moment of
our meeting and
the thought
(for which I do
so apologize
that here you are
here we are
neither of us from this moment on
ever going to be alone
QUIETLY
me and my
postmodern imagination
sat together quietly
thinking about you
comimg up with famous
film scenes the three
of us might appear in
just the three
of us
cutting and pastimg
from classics, mainstream,
and independents
alike
as if we had become
possessed by the genius
of Mr Tarantino
players and played
as it is with
practically everything
most of the time
you, me
and my postmodern imagination,
only thing that
connects us
any way at all