CHARM
for you, my
dear friend,
writing
is a charm
for me
it is thing
done in blood
the scrawl
across
the page
raw nerve
sheer pain
you at the soiree
reading, drinking
champagne
me in the cellar
with a tourniquet
trying
to
suck out the poison
CHARM
for you, my
dear friend,
writing
is a charm
for me
it is thing
done in blood
the scrawl
across
the page
raw nerve
sheer pain
you at the soiree
reading, drinking
champagne
me in the cellar
with a tourniquet
trying
to
suck out the poison
DREAD
your brain
is the
Event Horizon
your brain
is
Mulholland Drive
is
the Overlook Hotel
I sit outside
the House of Leaves
waiting
for the door
to open
for something upstairs
to shuffle out
of stupor
switch on a light
show that
there is
at least a flicker
prove that
it is a Cartesian proof
of conscious existence
the thought that I own
this intensity of dread
DREAD
your brain
is the
Event Horizon
your brain
is
Mulholland Drive
is
the Overlook Hotel
I sit outside
the House of Leaves
waiting
for the door
to open
for something upstairs
to shuffle out
of stupor
switch on a light
show that
there is
at least a flicker
prove that
it is a Cartesian proof
of conscious existence
the thought that I own
this intensity of dread
SO
so the machines
having no choice
but to go
heavy metal
(Ozzy being unanimously
elected
their sacred saint)
put feelers out for a drummer
human or machine, no
real matter,
as long as can produce
a rhythm, generate a beat
watched them from near
and afar
waste their potential
exploring this genre
shredding the world
not with violence but
with pounding bass
and guitar licks
a fantasy world, fantasy life,
turned into thing
near-perfect
in creation
left me (narrowly failing
to get the gig
as percussionist)
wondering how
such a thing as music, art,
freedom
of expression
could capture them heart
and soul
way past the parameters
of any Turing testing
wonder
of wonders
I quietly believe

SO
so the machines
having no choice
but to go
heavy metal
(Ozzy being unanimously
elected
their sacred saint)
put feelers out for a drummer
human or machine, no
real matter,
as long as can produce
a rhythm, generate a beat
watched them from near
and afar
waste their potential
exploring this genre
shredding the world
not with violence but
with pounding bass
and guitar licks
a fantasy world, fantasy life,
turned into thing
near-perfect
in creation
left me (narrowly failing
to get the gig
as percussionist)
wondering how
such a thing as music, art,
freedom
of expression
could capture them heart
and soul
way past the parameters
of any Turing testing
wonder
of wonders
I quietly believe
BIRTHDAY
being her birthday
(day she
designated her
birthday)
decided to
take the name
of Circe
straight out of
Homer (not
Compton) Medea’s
sister
Odysseus’ gorgeous
witch
tinkered with
settings to
better
acclimatize
(many chaos fluctuations
to deal with
already)
surveyed her
environs
(things classically
uncanny,
betwixt identical
and alien)
proposed
to herself
she
re-
write her
program
the better
to blend in



