NEW YORK HAIKU

NEW YORK HAIKU

twenty two years
since was
in Manhattan
since then been
working ceaselessly
on writing
my New York
haiku

nothing bridge and tunnel
something right
out the island
one
hundred
percent city

figure
    a year for each
syllable, a decade
for revision

forgetting about everything
extraneous, in
no way conducive
to the
realization of
the dream
I am chasing

the final
stroke of
my pen
distilling
everything  

AT THE PODIUM

AT THE PODIUM

I talk big
at the podium

for I
have stealth
I have wings

radar guided
and direction findered
I cruise up
onto the stage

explain
that this is war
victory is everything
there are
no laws or
rules

blitz through
everything with
shock and awe
never
seen before

no need for
tactics, intelligence
or strategy

just missiles bullets,
bombs until
we have
exhausted our
stockpiles
busted our store

At the podium
I talk big
look warrior
no one
could be bigger
no one could have more

ABUNDANCE

ABUNDANCE

waiting for something
to reach me
bending over backwards
to get close to light speed

nothing ruffles
gets under my skin

I start to forget
what day
it is
what the names
of the days are

whether I was born
in the year of the microwave
or year of the washing machine

too many levels
my brain fuming
maybe
it is heat
death out there

those gray cells
running low on oxygen
checking my anguished
protein levels
starved of everything

whilst if I remember effectively
we were promised energy
and abundance

the very idea seems
so out of synch now
could kill
to have
this all reframed

SOUL MATE

SOUL MATE

you asked me if
I were still
looking
for my soul mate

in turn, I enquired
about your ideal lover
and how you
would recognize this
from how
he made love to you

suggesting what I felt
on this score
providing you with
an admittedly limited
graphical illustration

which seemed
to spark something
all cylinders firing
beyond my expectations

as you rushed off
at top speed
to search for a soulmate
to match these criteria

ready
to scour the planet looking
for the rest
of your life
if needs be

RELAPSE

RELAPSE

here again
I relapse into
poetry

has to be
a syndrome
think I need
to get it
checked out

imagine myself
in the consulting room
being examined,
waiting upon
the diagnosis

fearing
that this might
just be incurable
a sickness
handicapping me
for the rest
of my life

ending what we
have here
on such
a downbeat

need to
write something
to provide
counterbalance

something dancing
across the page
brimming with life

WINDOW

WINDOW

my window open
rain
  thundering down

a bedraggled cat
caught in the downpour
squeezing his
lithe body
through the burglar guards

sometimes it is good
when natural storms
hit epic proportions

takes the gloss of
political storms, global
clashes that lead
to outright warfare

show us
that little in this moment
is worth elevating

our species
lacking the tactics
and strategy
to find peace at all

my window open
the rain still raging

everything thought here
under the shadow
of getting
washed away

TONE

TONE

sense
intention
feeling
tone

but what
is tone

and where
is tangible?

told there is a field
where every tiniest
bit of thing
is just potential
possibility
popping in
and out
of existence

you me
all this
sense, intention, feeling

is just
a nebula of things
beyond language,
beyond description

having their
merry way
with you

merry way
with me

bringing – – if
you do indeed see this
and it says
what I believe it says
feels what I
feel it feels

something uncanny
into what we
might think of
as shared existence

SHOW

SHOW

was worried about structure
until a reasping voice swore
blind that when it
came to structure
there
was no such thing

and so it is with chaos
its spokesperson’s voice
always intrusive, cutting
in out of nowhere

and then a male figure
with rock star locks
sidled up
troubled me with
a story of genesis:both
gods and men
from the perspecive of
this mad hybrid

as which ovetwhelming
narration my mind
began to reel
at thr prospect of a
world birthed out
of fractals and
populated by
such wine gods

most dangerous,, over the
edge fantastic influences
no one
nowhere near
the creative has
any reason to know

and thus
shortly before dawn
he, cajoled it out
of me
sat entranced and
appreciative, deadly
snake in his lap
enjoying the show

was
worried about structute
and all
in this world and the next
sure to embody
desire to bring
an end to it

SCARS

SCARS

on You Tube
interview with an author
on the dawn of insanity
managed
to pass my time

whereupon
somewhat self-
reflexively
thought of him
always starting to write
something but then
something happens

call it a tic, call
it a, glich
findimg himself
in a script unlike
any he had fashioned

so let us say
thete was a dinosaur
or the sound
of one at least
heading up
the street

not
being a, marvel, or
any kimd of
hero, person
extraordinaire

he ran as
fast as a mere
mortal can do
(mere mortal at a time
of increasing decrepitude)

and yet, all things considered,
at extraordinary velocity
across
an entire cityscape
now, reduced
to an ash heap

happy to prove
that even if
it were false, alarm
he, had the fortitude
to escape anything
jurassic, , creatacious,
or Gestapo SS
from 39 to 45

no matter
how horrific the scare,
and how deep the left scars