LIVE AND LEARNER

LIVE AND LEARNER

found a book
of dark poetry
under my bed

got me
musing

all that dark stuff
now in my head
verses
    riven
with ravens

maybe that
with metaphor
has something to do
tenor, vehicle
      more explosive
than Lego

(used poem as a Molotov
fuse once
    knocked out a
Tiger tank)

maybe on
second, third,
thousandth and
last thought

if you
have a bed
should look
under
it too.

book could be there
scheming, calling
                    for you

SALVE

SALVE

salve aqua
you are the original solvent

it was raining that day when
I figured death
might indeed not have dominion

empathy
entropy
        thermodynamics
and the drama
of the self

down in the crypt-like stacks
of the University library
rain pouring down
(a natural watershed here
on the backslope of this mountain)
here to
      read
        (daily intellectual
spiritual pilgrimage)
lose my head
  in the clouds

or deep into
the Upanishads,
ancient Hindu scriptures

which talk
            the soul’s talk
talk of
        journey and
perpetual migration

trying to
          wrap my mind around
                                    trying
to wrap around
my young
            mind

the rain falling, gushing down
salve aqua
      every single droplet
its
own entire cosmos

NOTHING SO

NOTHING SO

nothing so humbling
as a tiny insect crawling on you

and not
going Defcon 1 to 5
5 to 1

thinking live and let live
and what is life but
crazy difference?

what is life
     but trying to
make it through the weight
of each day

discomfort, sometimes danger,

and always bearing in mind
at the back of your mind

that at
    the end of the day
on
the cosmic scale

all this shit might
actually be
                    your pilgrimage

(people dying left right
and centre
                    of mere imagination)
                 

SOUPER

SOUPER

it is the souper
souped-up cup

supermen ubermensch
teams of eleven Messis
eleven Cristiano Ronaldos
each managed
       by eleven Pep
Guardiolas

no offside law, infinite
omniscient VAR

four quarters, half-
time penalty shoot-outs
everyone wins but
survival of the fittest
massive
      reigns supreme
most gladiatorial of
all festivals of galactico
                     
those about to do
do salute
             load of their shoulders
now no stupid
qualifying
     the algorithm determines
and (above all) relegation free

giving the people
the fans

exactly what
they have been told to want
(who says you can’t get
     exactly what
                         we want?)

no boring overthink
of structures, formations,
systems, tactics

in fact no such thing
as tactics at all

      the numbers
determine

FOOTPRINT

FOOTPRINT

your brain is
suffering the side effects
of El Nino

there is too heavy a
carbon footprint in
the cerebral cortex

fossil fuel deposits
there are there but
should not be
touched
until fossilized further

but the whole can be used
just like camera to get
critical snapshots

so we can do a cross
and longitudinal section
analysis

          to determine what
across a lifeless mental desert
are the
      climate change short
and
long-term effects

LIKE IT

LIKE IT

I like it when
even
   in full flow
(the joy
of flow)
you catch exactly
how your
mind works
how it all works

have your
self-reflexive
meta moment

finish the poem
with its special twist

and the Universe
(whether it is
              real or
simulation)
smiles and
           welcomes you
to postmodernity.

CONJUNCTION

CONJUNCTION

I am writing
              a poem

and the world is fucked.

I am writing a poem
but
the world

     is fucked

I am
writing a poem

however, although,
the world
                              is
                      fucked

am writing
notwithstanding, despite,
in outright opposition to

the
   world

being fucked.

I am writing a poem,

have written a poem,

just trying to establish
the precise conjunction.

QUESTION MARK

QUESTION MARK

thank you
for not inviting me
to your
prestigious event

not up
to your level
I think I get
the message

we poetic bottom-
feeders must
take what
we can get

but is it not
“true”, by
definition that
anything appearing
on this stage

part
of this show

is horribly compromised,
by no means
capable of
doing

what words
should do?