
ONE LITTLE PIGGIE STAYED AT HOME (DOING SWOT ANALYSIS)




OR TREAT
Cop at the door
maybe a whole army
pity I can’t just airbrush them
photoshop them out of existence
perhaps that would be easier
to turn myself into a creature
being so
legally ambivalent
that I distort the light
refract the truth
that your eyes, or,
what
is more to the point, their
eyes can see
tell them it is all
a matter of perspective,
interpretation, disinformation
that things will always
sneak
under the radar
eager
to deceive
Cop at the door
perhaps a whole army
failing radical camouflage
let me plumb for
Jedi mind trick.
WRITE
there is
ink
and then
there
is paper
there is
translated via
hexidecimal
from the
original binary
the keys
that you hit
and what you
see on the screen
sending
to other machines
that you will
be talking to
sharing with
loop of consciousness
between writer
and reader
contained in
the image, twisted
by metaphor
bent into or
out of shape
by the demands of
quantum thought
pressure
of gravity
and so the pen runs
fingers flow
all so linear it
looks
which
be deception, pure
linguistic treachery
(of the best
and sweetest and
most se-du-ductive kind)
intransitive this verb
as Roland
so redefines it
there is ink
and there is paper
a Universe waiting, on
for dear life holding
with every
Rorschach blot masquerading
as concept
every singularity real
and imagined between
Heaven
and Hell
RETURN
I rent a
flower
by the
hour
get my fill
before
petals fade, colour
drains
loss
of shape
take it back
before
expiration
get good money
for time
not
exhausted
refund in
my pocket as
eternal
return.

ALIVE
you can
only know
in the darkness
cannot think
anything
in the light
try to get
a minus from
a positive
only the thought
of pure
subtraction
can multiply itself
alive
TO EACH OTHER
clearly
iceberg and
Titanic
were Other
to each other
such a risk
with first
glancing kiss
shatter of the mirror
fragmentation, disintegration
and so much
icy depth, no one
divulged how
quite the abyss
we were talking
quite the overkill
we must suggest when
it is the belief
less than a tablespoonful
will suffice for drowning
but there you are
above the waves
not bobbing
but floating supremely
clear as royal icing on a cake
(if not clear then
as smooth entirely)
wishing them well
upon their wedding night
(much blessings
much much blessings)
so much of that
bleak psychoanalysis having
imbibed
knowing how love
as hubris might just turn out
a smile
a wave — pun
unintended–
a look like that of
that mad German we
do hate
so because
we owe so much
who dethroned sun-bright Apollo
threw in his
lot with the god
of drinkers
CHARM
for you, my
dear friend,
writing
is a charm
for me
it is thing
done in blood
the scrawl
across
the page
raw nerve
sheer pain
you at the soiree
reading, drinking
champagne
me in the cellar
with a tourniquet
trying
to
suck out the poison
DREAD
your brain
is the
Event Horizon
your brain
is
Mulholland Drive
is
the Overlook Hotel
I sit outside
the House of Leaves
waiting
for the door
to open
for something upstairs
to shuffle out
of stupor
switch on a light
show that
there is
at least a flicker
prove that
it is a Cartesian proof
of conscious existence
the thought that I own
this intensity of dread