ALIGNED

ALIGNED cannot escape it this recurrent nightmare wandering lost around a campus looks like every university I ever taught ever studied at looks nothing vaguely like any of them at all and where is my time-table, my course guide, my GPS nothing in this scary dream line working like clockwork siderial-aligned and my classroom, when I get there, terminally empty an easier death metaphor would be so hard to find

PLUNGE

PLUNGE

by all means
take
the plunge

by all means
rationalize your way clear
plunge
into bed with me

Benjamin and Joe
about to
play the
holocaust
card

cannot
help themselves
determined to
plumge us
into holiest
darkness

in the pursuit of
great principle wipe
out
   tiniest speck of life

stitch us all up good
everything sewn up
good and solid

God’s great
gamma rays

   like manna from
          above

softly
parachuting down

and me

          waiting for
birth of new universe
to have

any hope of loving you

so
   here this
my

                   suggestion
that you
do take the plunge

GOLD

GOLD

Ah! Mr
spokeperson all
that glitters

you shred what
was written

cover to
    cover

as aligned with
every slurred devil
every
     monster that
blasphemes

and this

       before you
even read it

not even a single
painstakingly argued
ruthlessy documented
                          worth

sent
   from ths South

our humble submission
where
   all are
               savages

know nothing
write anything.

CHARLES

CHARLES

wanting the dream life
of a poet

    Charlie L
put his faith in Spinoza

write with determination
and thd Universe
will determine

the world will
       find its way and
death will come middle –
aged

     find him
at the poverty shelter

under his pillow, big
as a gong,
    the poetry medal
he once won

not
   by a lomg shot tragic, nowhere
near the world’s greatest

not even
       an also ran, but
      despite myself

                        I care

CA-CHING

CA -CHING!

 

I asked the I Ching

am I loved?

 

made

a full inquiry

 

so many moving lines

I fear

    every line moving

 

so many possibilities, dimensions,

levels of speculation

 

in the light of which

             impossible to come up

with a

  solid interpretation

 

except to notice

 

     that, like the wind, you

                            came

 

and are now gone

       

 

        

PHOTOELECTRIC

PHOTOELECTRIC

here I am
discover myself

awash in light
playing with
your photons

each so
beady-eyed

getting entangled
as I try for a mosaic

let there be
            care

                        how
this is done

suddenly your beauty
out
   of nowhere

shatter my faith in
                   all that is

abstract
     transcendental

saving me from
     consummation

of word
           deciding

on necessity
of flesh