loving the smell of white phosphorous in the morning will he still love you if you script all this a la Apocalypse Now?
will he promise you sign of sanction and spiritual favout that is yet another overwhelming victory
or is he taxing your faith testing your strategic patience by making this a possible new battle of Stalingrad, advances only in inches forward or underground stop start stop start
pity when it comes to kill ratios even if targeted and supremely intentional
collateral damage figures (including toddlers, infants women and pensioners) cannot be allowed to seriously count
but there is no Kurtz and ghere is no river
no Dantesque journey through the circles of Hell
which makes no sense in a wotld where it has become impossible to differentiate between our angels and demons gods and devils
where everything and everyone have their unique insane totally clueless plan
to deal with the shadow of all evil
by massacring everybody since we can no longer be saved