
TIME



BET YOU
bet you
you read this wrongly
take it
the wrong way
to a wrong place
against
the grain
exult in your power
as supreme
bad reader
sorry to
point this out
rain on your
May Day parade
of tanks
and workers
but everybody
misreads me
it is my fate,
the flaw
in my system
story
of my life
that gets blocked
at the school
board
denounced
in the praesidium
even though
it is all
so unreal
a game,
a mystery within
a mystery
one of those
far-fetched, trying
to push the envelope,
post-
modern, self-
reflexive tales
recounted by the most
untrustworthy of
openly
unreliable narrators
way too
metaphoric of its own
good
mirror image
of the stupid sublimity
of all
cosmic creation
STAGED
we are the actors
who never got a gig
Hamlet
was not there that day
so we got turned away
(nothing we could do
that even
Charlton Heston
might save)
Ben Hur
El Cid
himself
we are the ones who got barely
a line
told ourselves “next time”
“next time”
convinced ourselves the world
would come around
forgive us for
missing our cue, falling
flat on our face
for when you
hit that
fourth wall
know it is all just a game
all
being staged
IF ONLY (LIFE WERE A TAD
MORE POSTMODERN)
They put the poet on reality television.
I did not get
to see the programme;
analyse the working
out of that proposition.
what was done
in the shower.
Caught on CCTV
for all eternity.
But I think I can hazard
a guess
how it pans out
as poetic expression:
the poet
dies (of course)
as a figure
of tragic exclusion
and the poem, given
space and time,
gets over its grief
rides out into the sunset
with a sestina side-saddle
and everyone, cast
and crew,
all set to
live their lives not
stoically but
much happily ever after
figure
they might need
a script
one where some
budding your therapist
pays off
the mortgage
attending to each psyche
with radical
depression therapy.
ESCAPE
cue: Steve McQueen
trying to jump the border
wire into Switzerland
on a captured motorcycle
things escape me
they dance away
or used to
but now seem
at this stage more
inclined to hobble
and I laugh
as I watch them
unable to match in
velocity the imperative
to leave
end of Empire, never
an embodiment of its
expansion but
anyone better
to deal with
its declination
conjugate the verb
to colonize, decline the
abstract noun
“imperialism”
that’s
its noun category but
nothing abstract about
its impact and
toll on humanity
Norman, Anglo-Saxon/Viking,
Germanic, Latinate
delve deep into
the linguistic roots and
there’s your
causality, there’s your
ideology
there’s everything on the line
at this moment of
impending self-
destruction primed
by wholesale denial
cue Steve McQueen
box-office dynamite
trapped in the coils
of impenetrable wire
NEITHER
what happens
happens
look at this poem
it may go
one way
may go
another
I may take it this way
you may take it that
both of
these roads considerably
less-travelled
only chance of us ever meeting
will be on
a road
neither of us picked
SLIP
sorry
I was writing this poem
and my pen
slipped
the text
spilled
all over
the place
ruining our
time together
wrecking our date
feel I need
to underline, bold font,
how
regretful it all
is
how embarrassed I feel
took out my
pen to write these words
construct
an apology
and the damn pen as
pens do
went all Derrida on me
FIXING
“where I’m wrong, I’m right”
The Beatles: Fixing a Hole
let’s
see what
we got here
check if
there is a hole
if so
how to
fix it
if not
why not?
poem need
the right kind of holes
(where would
we be
without holes)
just jokin’
poem got to be
fun
poem got
to be serious
we had some
fun so
let’s go
serious
switch of a sudden
turn on dime
between
fun and serious
truth to power: break
in through the back
leave via
the front
do your dreadlock goldilock
thing
have your Gulliver
child’s play
turn it
all
upside
down
seems like you serious
but
can we be
sure to
be sure
that last line
gleams wickedly, such
a look in your eye
and eye need
the light
how else
delight?
bend those bars in
before out
your light coming in
your light
going out
see here: a VOICE
in with
a shout
BECAUSE BECAME looks off the charts sharper and so much brighter in full extended spectrum of colours and booming panopolies of sound look closer, feel the width, check the texture decayed, deceased, delimited, disinclined frozen upon demand and so beneath the flash flesh colour paler shades lurk already haunting shadows at best of what was big screen Technicolor huge popcorn before essence of all that was before before became