
POEM ANTI-CLOCKWISE


RETURN
I rent a
flower
am renting it
right now
rented one
yesterday
this one though,
is special,
before
petals fade,
colour
fades
need to
take it back
get a full
refund, perhaps
even
accrued interest
good flower
good money
time waits
for no
man
but this
is how we
make time
time
(that strange
German sage
said it
again
and again)
time
is illusion
a fiction
time
is
return
in all
its horror
and beauty

UNAWARES
on the farm
days meander
what time
does you demon
declare to be
the short hand has
become the lomg hand
has become a ballistic needle
to doom Saturn and
the rock planets
and the rest
of the gas giants
to loneliest existence
unobserved
for the rest
of eternity
network
with me now
let’s try retrospect, do
our collective level
best
to piece this
all together
thesaurus of causalities
every clue connects, and
there’s a plethora
all leading to clues
within
clues within clues
finding us back where we began
and the text
of all we have, that fickle river,
runs away from us
flows different with
every new
question we just
have to ask
no stepping for once into
the once and all
Heraclitus knew this
full well
but now he has gone
we have gone
seems a miracle of massively
metaphysical proportions
is what the rewriting
of who we are
requires
on the farm where time
takes it easy, is prone
to suspend things
change will catch you
fantastically unawares
COLUMBINE
we came across
a fallen city
at its heart
there was
a labyrinth
and at
the heart of this
labyrinth
there was a demon
very little of
this culture,
this society remains
not enough to
give a reasonable
picture of
what they were like
the people
who lived here
except we are
pretty sure
we can infer
they were
extremely militaristic
and, perhaps
in the fear that
the shadow of
their conquests
engendered
conducted
savage sacrifices
of the youth
who perhaps tried
in vain to suggest
more peaceful ways
RETURN
I rent a
flower
by the
hour
get my fill
before
petals fade, colour
drains
loss
of shape
take it back
before
expiration
get good money
for time
not
exhausted
refund in
my pocket as
eternal
return.
AND FILE
imminent
immanent
who knows
cares
what these words
mean?
whether they circle
each other in a loop
stand in
series
rank and file
or jostle with each other
flex their muscles
or scratch like stones
giving
sparks
birthing
fire
DAWN
dawn
but it is never
a true dawn is it?
always just a metaphor
for a thing that can never be
and so that border zone
between soft light
and soft darkness
must surrender
the light proclaims itself
another day, and
big deal
soon the machine warms up
sets itself the task
of fulfilling
the mandate
day as before, as yesterday,
as every day that has ever been
ONE AND ONLY
imagine
you are one
moment
naked in
the street
in Hamburg
the one before
in Strawberry Fields
with Yoko
the next
being introduced to
Paul
the next being blown
away by a jealous soul
with a snub-
nosed special
imagine a
world become
so non-linear
everything you are and were
revolving forever on a carousel
imagine that
Mr Sergeant Pepper’s
one and
only Billy Shears
HEAD CASE decided today I’m on rock star time feel OK to do so relatively safe will think a few hours come up with a concept for my album go to sleep wake up with all the riffs and chords written in my head