HEROES

HEROES

we asked for Spartacus
we got Julius Caesar

we enquired
about the availability
of the Buddha
and you gave us Genghis Khan

history always
switches on us
tells its
own punchline

holds us up
to bad joke scrutiny
makes sure
we miss the point

demolishes
every hero
fighting
for humanity

tells us
      who to
follow, obey,
even love

in a voice
you make our own

INCH

INCH

slowly
inch by inch

ripple
by ripple

you and me imagining
we are edging
closer to Heaven

closer to the truth
(whatever
that might be)
about the Universe
about ourselves

in this post-everything
world we currently inhabit
post-modern, post-structural,
post-punk, post-capitalist,
psychedelic,
        funkadelic

where
    you and me
doing the best that we can
at every turn failing

focused on
     completing
this ancient ritual (at
least its
bare essentials

basic equation)

DESTINED TO END

DESTINED TO END

Ah, poetry (let’s
out a breath
hears
syllables
expire)

hard to love it
impossible
to destroy it

Eliot, Richards,
Yvor Winters

all those years wasted
learning about it

from first
stumbling days on
the Rondebosch campus
then in red drag
robe
   about to be
your Dr G

which does the job
for would be rapper
of academic professional
(professional
      perhaps not
in the
dolling up to
take on the streets
revolutionary
of pleasure sense)

but
   incoming! a fat
opening line
fully
   armour-piercing
iconic Krupp
88mm

flouting itself as it
whistles upon me
fade to
   black. fade to
white

lap dissolve and then
match cut as it
demands
all my time

wouldn’t you
know it, have guessed it
something this
agonistic
simply certain
to happen

popping
     onto the page
exactly where we are, here
of places

oddest location where
we swore
    never again, would never
see
  let alone entertain
each other again

so
adamant this
would be so
      and yet
look what just happened

both
of us cast headlong
shades of the Lady
of Christ’s

angel
of free speech, secret cosmic rebel

off to the races
newly redefined spaces

no way of knowing
where this poem, this
thing poetry
             ever began

where (and how) in Hell, on Earth,
it is destined to end

QUESTION TIME

QUESTION TIME

great question
(such that it
should be
bolded, italicised,
written
in capitals)

let me
do it justice

let me
work on it
sit for a week
            a month

a lifetime
ten centuries

hopefully coming up
with an answer
summoned
       from below
dredged
from above
(the kind
    of deep break-through
that might well promise
to change everything)

ideally
by which time
(so many aeons elapsed)
whatever Dawn’s
upon me
greatis by no means
completely redundant

the world
    our world (if
it still be)

unrecognisable
gloriously, horribly,
indescribably altered

now
     to proceed

what
was it again

       that question

great question?

BY DESIGN

BY DESIGN

everything
      twitches, shudders,
revolves,
devolves
       evolves

shades into

melds
    dissolves

splits, pulls tricks,
goes longitudinal, lateral.
becomes hybrid
finds
    a solution

runs parallel
   chases, takes tracking shot,
edits, splices.,
dices
  chases, runs
away from
enters into, escapes
                         out of

connives, convinced,
consumes
    is consumed by

darkens,
    enlightens
extends
    goes out on a limb
shifts and returns back to
resolves then rescinds

enhances, romances,
shadows, throws
shade upon

thinks better worlds, best
world

worst life we
can imagine

worst reality, surreal actuality,
horror show entirely

ones we
     are born into
                die in
die from

are enshrined in
remain remembered

unless
    resurrected, reincarnated,
renewed, reinvented
            simply born again

all things
      designed and created unless
worked it
all out themselves
        (what works
best
   for them)

generating their very being
out of something
rather than
nothing

why is there something
rather than nothing?

why
    is there anything

when
   nothing is central, primal,
presupposes
   logically, mathematically
essential

look at yourself
    plain as day you
just appeared out of nowhere

nothing
   so
    much the deeper

beyond
all conjecture

wiser
    than

we could ever fathom
from the very beginning
before
   the beginning by
inescapable design

such a grip on the plan

SALVATION

SALVATION

maybe I might
have forgotten myself
at that moment
of chaos and crisis

have forgotten to tell you
you have
become goddess
the most
beautiful thing
in the Universe

divine object of
the adulation of the stars

beloved dream of
all of us
     self included

who
   have known you
loved you
longed for you, wanted you

worshipped you
         from this intimate near

or
    as with me

so deeply
    from afar

that chaos, that crisis
stuff of supernova
of exploding galaxies

put
   to one side

alien to
     the quiet order and
system
and
   death by
intensity

of
which I
for the peace that is
light and
sort of
      respite

       guess I should write
being perhaps
some salvation

QUITE

QUITE

it doesn’t matter
if you can’t
do your taxes

fly a plane
or even drive a car

make love to
a man
   to a man
or lover non-
gender specific

none of
these things

matter
at all

left-brained, right-brained
schizophrenic, dyslexic

pro-
universal peace
or hungering for
thermonuclear war

everything will be fine
as long as you
never
   attempt poetry

as is
     well known, and
absolutely historically proven,

starting
   to write poetry
is the universal mistake
found throughout the galaxy

incontestably quite
the biggest disaster of all

NOT WHAT IS PERCEIVED

NOT WHAT IS PERCEIVED

we played chess
on acid

which gave the whole game
a kind of
snakes
  and ladders effect

then went
to write our
entrance exams

hard to do
algebra
when all you can hear
is the sound of a mellatron
and bagpipes
in your head

but nevertheless prevailed
did my level
best

spirit level best
left brain right brain
quantum
    entanglement at
the heart
of everything
      every
single breath

both in terms of the
horizontal and
the vertical dimensions

every shape
      and size, every configuration

my eyes
    see
        my fingers touch

and you in your beauty
naked before me

      at the core of love
meaning (and future) of our
stunning species

having recently discovered
all that is out there
                 if anything is
out there

is not what is perceived

HAVING HANNIBAL FOR BREAKFAST

HAVING HANNIBAL FOR BREAKFAST

tell me Dr Lecter
how many census takers
have you yourself tested

and is
their bureaucratic impudence
any guide to flavour

this I ask
as one of your greatest
admirers
who
    would have felt
so blessed
to have just a smidgen,
an ounce
of your visceral
eloquence

not to speak of
your tactical acumen
or ease with
which you
freely segue

from devious thought
to diabolical strategy

but
   let that all rest

we are both here
for breakfast, to enjoy
                         ourselves
try
  this Jamaican cuisine
you were so thoughtful
to bring

jerk Dr Chilton
lots of prize juicy
essential and
inessential
parts
    in a doggy bag