EMPTY HANDS

EMPTY HANDS

We were mere babies then
before we sailed
the length
of the Atlantic
to find our new
colonial home

and there you are
in that photograph
English Catholic rose
of Norman Viking origin
young and lovely
twenty-five, twenty-
six
   by my reckoning
pushing my sister and me
across the Tame River bridge
in the heart
of that old
mill
   town

and all of us
arriving home safely,
without a scratch
in this scenario

but not
     in the other        one
the alternate
universe
one

where you lost us, lost
everything dropped
pram
  from bridge into
the river

and the two of us
not having
        read that book, kind
of hopeless as
water babies, swept
along by the river
             past Anfield, past
Goodison
past
   Ringo, John  George
and Paul not together
as
   a band

down into
the Irish sea via
             the estuary thence
to Ireland

my Mother, in
                  this rather
different
scenario

returning home with empty hands.

TAL

TAL

must be special
the wood
they are
carved from

what do you think
Mikhail?

they seem to mesmerize
commune with a source
of vast intelligence

wonder what
secrets (instilled by
nature
or by nurture)
are to
be
found lurking inside

something there cerebral
doing the heavy lifting
rattling through
truth trees
devising their own
algorithms

every carbon molecule of
that wood
steeped in the history
of the game

which brings me to you
son of Scorpio, maverick magician,
conjuring up combinations
opponents cannot grasp

as if you are
playing chess
at
an entirely different level, in
a higher dimension

sleepwalking to victory
radar guided by
the pieces themselves

HORIZON

HORIZON

Poem
Is the edge

poem
is the horizon

forever pushing the edge
forever  crossing the horizon

thing itself
notwithstanding being
its own
process
of creation

flattened out, creature
of a plain off-white
two
   dimensional
surface

blank underneath: here
bereft of sign and meaning
but from
        below, from all
that is off the page

within the words
betwixt and between invisibly
torrent of all
that is in us, beyond us,
defines what
we are
      breaking bounds,
bursting right through.


BET YOUR SWEET ASS

BET YOUR SWEER ASS

Your paradigm is slipping
was always slippery

can see
bare flesh, stuff exposed

wondering
who schooled you in
this philosophy, laid
it out
on a platter it
would seem

so let
me put this hypothesis
to you now

whether
truth be whole or
(Boltman brain territory)
it be severed

you eschew the wisdom
forget the transparency

force down
that blue pill
without a second thought

knowing, not knowing
who or what
on top

who on top
and who at the bottom
(in or out
in terms
of innuendo, sauce for the goose
in terms
of double entendre)

either way (feeling your way
in building your
perspective upon it)

the symmetry here, the super-
position, sweet Thomas Kuhn,
pure paradise

your paradigm
no longer slipping
must have got the hang.

SAUCE CODE

SAUCE CODE

Zappa, in my ears
can taste
the satire
in my mouth
(heavenly,
demonic
like a celeste with fuzz
and wah-wah pedal)

something really salty, pillar
of salt
salt of the Earth

except
(thought to savour)
and discovering your capacity
to escape
cistern, be
fountain

be of February
the fixed Gannymede

easy to
throw my lot in
with you on
this issue

designate you
a truly credible source

unless when
you spoke I did happen,
to be Frank, to
mishear you

therefore when you said “source”
could have sworn you said “sauce”.

BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT

BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT

we came to clean
fix things up
get
things back on
even
keel

save
what we could

would, on behalf
of your planet, behalf
of the Universe

appreciate
an apology

pity
you not able
to deliver it
personally

apart from the mess, could
not
find a single
trace of you

so hard
to accord you
any benefit of the doubt

DIE DAY

DIE DAY

The day I died
they called a stop
to all wars

voted every war-mongering
(and other kind of idiot)
out of office

built a shield, a Dyson
Sphere around the planet
to harness energy,
protect from
asteroid impacts and
all such extinction events

wasn’t there to see it
but my
heart, support
was with you

requiring my death
to get this done

small
price to pay.

ESCAPE VELOCITY

ESCAPE VELOCITY

fact remains
did not see it coming that
you wanted to
touch me

reached out opportunely
and there I was
having
ditched all hope

still
close in my heart
but booster
malfunction, premature
rocketry
igniting

launched me leagues away
what now feels
like light years

close
as we were ever
going to be
and I didn’t see it,
couldn’t see it

no reversing of engines
bound to
that escape velocity

narrowing the distance
between Earth
and furthest star

pain
worth a lifetime
already converting to poetry

PARADOX

PARADOX

Here’s a paradox (paRAdox),
all poetry being paradoxical

this the Cretan
told me
       (all Cretans
being liars)

you thinking you saw me
recognized me

asking me if I were the person
you thought I was
me answering it
wasn’t me
at all

for me not feeling
myself that moment
deciding
     to reject once and for all
the love
I have always felt for you

the hold you have
had over me
               
but here you are
reaching out

      maybe I should
correct myself,  become
the best
     person I can be

no lie, no lie,
not even
    paradoxically.