
SUNSPOT


FREEZE-DRIED
fudge soft
was my brain at my
first philosophy class
Plato’s dialectic wholesome,
why should not the State be
good and strong
and solid and true?
why should I not be
thinking axiomatically
working my
way slowly
towards great gnosis
at the cave’s entrance
why should this not all be,
even in a philosophy class,
some desert of
the real shadow show
programmed to
amuse
this unspecified
superior intelligence?
But these are questions for
later
not for poor white boy
at mountainside university
refugee from
all that Christian National
Education might teach
true
to apartheid
and so, face-beaming, I
did drink it, savour
swallow
every joyous scrap of
the fat one via
Professor Obi Wan’s
interpretation
the Jewish boy in the corner
(so slightly older
reading his way into
territory
full-on genealogical, beyond
good and evii
scowling at my
naivete,
having not
become my friend
Nietzsche not yet
my philosopher of choice
outside, of course, outside
the theatre down
the slopes
beyond the steps
something stirring
something
at a different pace,
with a different
dialectic
about to explode
about
to rock to the core
but this
down the line
from up in this high place
easy to calculate
work with
established truths,
historical certainties, clear
percentages
down there
as bra Chris wrote
its all
in graffiti, still
yet in code
soon
world going to
go full on punk, class-war
deconstructive
defeat in Vietnam
meaning
power
of powers
determined to determine
we think how they say,
are
so subtly, subtly
forced
to do as we are told
mind put on hold
fast-food fried down
to the last algorithm
brain
freeze-dried, feel
free to liquify
fudge soft
back then
but maybe
Plato was right
CLOUDLESS
a cloudless sky
stopped my scarlet red
Citroen
to open the farm gate
cannot pretend to
understand the physics of
colour or
indeed, the physics
of sky
you lost me as soon
as you spoke of wave-lengths
and light diffusion
but here we are (or at least, here
I am, your presence with me
somewhere
between metaphor and
simple rhetorical gesture)
here we are
as if shielded from
the Universe (which is
the case exactly) virtue of
us being
(no clouds
to distract me) right
at the epicentre of
a surrounding sphere, looking
out from
inside the skin, the translucent
skin
of a beautiful blue ball
expanded to a size, a height,
that just works for us perfectly
reminding me
as this time of ultra
advanced return
of feudalism
of the music
of the spheres
with all that economy
with all that cosmology
nothing in a million years here close to
that darkest conclusion
that things beyond this
blue bubble
moving away from us so fast
they are
beyond
all
Doppler red-
shift
beyond very
speed of light
and
so
back down
to Earth as always
for
sheer preservation
of sanity, not
let all this here
overwhelm me
wanting
those clouds back
wanting not to imagine myself
inside the skin
of anything
wanting
to just go
where it is all heading
commit
to that glow
light speed beyond
but (blessing of
relatvity) with it
one
feels
just
floating
moving in one’s mind
from
incarnation to
incarnation
no desire
to be laboured by
understand
the physics at all
QUIETLY (SAID THE PHILOSOPHER)
quietly, said the
philosopher,
thus
the philosopher spake
argued quietly
should be
my default mode
here
on the edge
of an abyss
never jump to, rush to,
solution, conclusion
only after
careful inference,
deduction
make
lightning leap
remember
that a single feather
a flock doth not
of
necessity make
still less
an angel
though the brush of a wing
where none
should logically be
the feel of
a beyond
you cannot put your
finger on
may be
different thing
entirely
every
ounce of your being
shred
and philosophical fibre
crying out for
deeper engagement
doing so
quietly
FLOOR MANAGER
was asked
what is the
difference
between a poem
and a
soup can?
poem
and a soap box
poem and
a Rorschach blot
or should that
be blotch
seems like fractals abound
in all those tiny
peninsulas and
rough, rough edges
like constructing a flat
two dimensional map
or writing
a poem
on the floor
of my brain
CHOMP chomp down on it it is double dilemma an aporia, an agon a philosophical problem one that needs a solution to the power of an Einstein, Spinoza, Chomsky and soon soon soon before we run out of blood
ZIZEK STORY
Slavoj and I
sat in the street
swopping jokes about
philosophers
and the end
of the world
polucemn came
full
defensive armour
told
us
to.move on.
How we laughed
when the asteroid hit him.
Asteroid as big
ss the city itself.
SUDDENLY SLAVOJ
let us
delineate
four square address
the issue of morpholog
no prefix suffix
juicy bits
sexual punning innuendo
flyby Uranus
double-.entendre allowed
unless, somehow,
by some miracle,
the crude oil of
laughter might
heal
solder the spirit along
its split seam
this I believe
the crude position of
Aristophanes as
adumbrated to the dinner
guests the evening
of the symposium
before he got so alcoholic rhapsodic
did an Icarus
just fell down
gross guffaws of great philosopy
(looking at
you Professor Zizek)
helping us
spin with the world
as it goes round and round
BROKEN
poetry is sublime
code
bought you a nut-
cracker best
to crack it
heard the thunder, saw
the lightning created
by yout exertions
thpught if this
be the reaction
of what we call Nature
tag
as the cosmos
and if sweet Lennon-
McCartney lyrics be
the end
of civilization
what would the lightshow be
like
in store for us
if we were to collide the
exposed
God particles of the cosmos
(beyond
hypothetically)
in order to create singularities
deep underground?

THINK THAT i CAN THINK
i am body
without consciousness
I am consciousness
body free
wondering how,
if I am just a deteriorating
copy of a photocopy
I can
make love to you
think that i can think
almost philosophically