MOUNTAIN

MOUNTAIN

new worlds
lost kingdoms

gold bearing rock
rich seams beneath us

and those cities
urban projects, experiments,
shanties and
great architecture

think
Moscow, Beijing, Sparta,
Delhi, Athens,
Rome, Medina,
Persepolis, Baghdad
                          New York

not forgetting
       Dublin, how could
anyone
forget Dublin

Senator William Butler
Yeats years sailing
             gong-tormented
seas all the way
to Istanbul when it
was still
named Byzantium

and mythic master and
compatriot, who else
but Joyce
    his very self

navigating the streets of the
Irish capital, dredging up the
truth of
a tragic history
    in future decades about
to explode

religion and modernity
fighting hidden
pitched
battles for his soul

somehow the conceit of
sustained Homeric
parallels
   happening to
liberate him

chatting over coffee
in Zurich, maybe Paris
with
    fascist, bolshevik and
anarchist

profound their differences but
all of it, better or
worse, still
unrealized dream

cities with ports, cities
with rivers, city
with a mountain  with
its peak sliced off
(beneath which
every idea I had
was first
   seeded and
cultivated)

cities with mountains
(to climb) I must
imagine
      few and
far between

city of flashpoint
marked
    out for

perhaps
    singularity headed, abyss
on the horizon

moment, watershed of
exquisite transcendence
wretched
     ultimate abyss

FREEZE-DRIED

fudge soft
     was my brain at my
first philosophy class

Plato’s dialectic wholesome,
why should not the State be
good and strong
and solid and true?
why should I not be
thinking axiomatically
working my
way slowly
     towards great gnosis
at the cave’s entrance

why should this not all be,
even in a philosophy class,
some desert of
the real shadow show
programmed to
amuse
   this unspecified
superior intelligence?

But these are questions for
later
     not for poor white boy
at mountainside university
refugee from
all that Christian National
Education might teach
true
   to apartheid

and so, face-beaming, I
did drink it, savour
swallow
   every joyous scrap of
the fat one via
Professor Obi Wan’s
interpretation

the Jewish boy in the corner
(so slightly older
reading his way into
territory
     full-on genealogical, beyond
good and evii

scowling at my
naivete,

     having not
become my friend

Nietzsche not yet
my philosopher of choice

outside, of course, outside
the theatre down
the slopes
beyond the steps

something stirring
something
        at a different pace,
with a different
dialectic

about to explode
about
   to rock to the core

but this
down the line

from up in this high place
easy to calculate
work with
   established truths,
historical certainties, clear
percentages

down there
as bra Chris wrote

its all
in graffiti, still
yet in code

soon
   world going to
go full on punk, class-war
deconstructive

defeat in Vietnam

meaning
power
      of powers

determined to determine
we think how they say,
are
   so subtly, subtly
forced
to do as we are told

mind put on hold
fast-food fried down
to the last algorithm

brain
    freeze-dried, feel
free to liquify

fudge soft
back then

     but maybe
Plato was right

SALVE

SALVE

salve aqua
you are the original solvent

it was raining that day when
I figured death
might indeed not have dominion

empathy
entropy
        thermodynamics
and the drama
of the self

down in the crypt-like stacks
of the University library
rain pouring down
(a natural watershed here
on the backslope of this mountain)
here to
      read
        (daily intellectual
spiritual pilgrimage)
lose my head
  in the clouds

or deep into
the Upanishads,
ancient Hindu scriptures

which talk
            the soul’s talk
talk of
        journey and
perpetual migration

trying to
          wrap my mind around
                                    trying
to wrap around
my young
            mind

the rain falling, gushing down
salve aqua
      every single droplet
its
own entire cosmos